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2007-01-08T21:10:00.000-08:00

I like tis pic cause it's candid.

Review done.
'He had a heart that could have held the empire of the world, and in the end, he had to content himself with a cellar' epilogue of The Phantom of the Opera. Mayb, just maybe i will get the novel one day to read.
Finally i gt back my lappy. I spent the whole evening dl all my stuffs n updating. It's nice to start anew once in a while. U see things differently..
I snipped my hair abit, people wouldnt notice the difference unless they read tis entry. Tink i shld have cut it shorter.. I read ppl's blog even though i dun tok to them in school.

I miss your everything

2007-01-06T20:07:00.000-08:00

Compare and contrast.
Above is from tcc, below is done by me.
Havin flu now. Was happily doing research den suddenly sneeze non stop. How sudden..
Attended the ceremony juz now, didnt see zhuomiaoxia. Dun noe y..
Wad kept me interested was the cheque and tea reception.
I can never be richer. Tat was wad i thought b4 i received the cheque. But now i tink i can be richer..
mon 2pm, the money will b credited into my account.
Now, i am looking for a personal accountant to plan n organise my assets. I'm thinking of employing someone.. At tis rate i'm spending, i reli doubt i can make it 4 my overseas trip.

2007-01-03T21:58:00.000-08:00

Unrevealing the Goals for the Yr 2007

Quit sleeping late (my beauty is very impt)
Proper Cash mangement
Start revision early
Plan my stuffs
Replenish my stocks (bags, accessories, clothes and shoes)
Nails painting
Make more frens
Keep up with old frens
More time for myself
Taste all dishes in tcc
Overseas attachment
My Australia trip
Asean Tourism Forum 5 days work attachment
How to be a better person

Those underlined r quite easy to accomplish. Those highlighted in bold r critical but all craps! Coz they mostly r impossible.
Death Note 2 ending is kind of expected but still sad though.
Saw so many ppl both in sch todae n yest. It's reli nice to met up n chat wif old frens..
Anyway, happi new yr !

2006-12-31T01:24:00.000-08:00

Last day at work. Lotsa feelings, mixed one in fact. Happy becoz no more obligations to tcc, sad coz i had to leave the fun people. Earlier on; before i came to work, I dread it. Towards the closing suddenly got lotsa customers, all came at one go. Poor davan, he had to make 11 drinks at one shot, somemore we r closing soon. Igabl(nt sure of his name) gave me SINS choc as farewell gift. So touched coz i tink i gave him a blur impression. He can look fierce n i'm quite afraid of him.. Guess i was blur, not cut out for tis job. When i was young and whenever i came to restaurants wif my family, be it cafe or hawker centre, i swear i will never work as waitress when i see how they memorise n take orders. Amazing indeed. I actually worked in this F&B line myself. And so the 2 months of smooth-sailing job has ended; and i'm glad to say i didnt broke any glass at all.

I am happy and enjoyed working at tcc, be it at BC or Cp. The people r really nice n friendly. I juz realised i'm da onli ger working todae right after yani left and all were guys. Yea, n they actually wanted to sabotage me wif alcohol! Of cos they didnt.

Another happy news! Chen hong yu came to our boutique today. Guess who served him? ME of cos! omg, i nearly fainted the moment he entered. lol, He ordered green apple twist. No comments. Becoz he is so dashing n i had a good view of him with 20cm distance, u can imagine how close i was to him (cos our boutique veri small), I dare not served him. After tat melvin told me he's alr with michelle, alr taken. 'piang!' Heart shattered into pieces.. Tat was my second time seeing him while working at tcc. So regretful bout quitting now! I guess if i were to carry on, i might might get to see him even more often, plus i can learn bar!

Have u seen any new part timers who alr start to learn bar during their 3rd day working? He didnt know wad dishes we have and how to served customers yet and he actually get to learn bar n make drinks! Envy him..Goes to show how lack of baristan we r in our boutique. He's doing well now though rather slow. Becoz our outlet is so new and someone gave us all those part timers wif onli 1 mths+ experience, there has to b some standard.

Liangzhu n melvin loves to ask personal qns. Mel guessed the type of guys i like and he got it. He guessed my weight n he got it too. I'm quite shocked. I am not saying it here~HE was singing tis romeo n juliet by cao ge/zhou wen xuan n i sang along wif him while washing the plates. It is nice n funny to sing wif people once in a while when u r working. Liang is scary. Imagine when u r filling the ice water n stuffs n suddenly someone came up to u n say "You have nice lips.." Isnt it scary? I gave him the wth look. Something muz be terribly wrong. Wad is he thinking man!?
Jason told me yvonne cried yesterday coz i'm leaving. I dont know if its true..but i knew she asked me to stay for 1 or 2 more mths.

So much happy stuffs happened todae n i appreciated my readers who read tis long *maybe boring* entry right up to the last word. Thank you. If anyone mentioned above happens to chanced upon tis entry, leave a msg; tag my board. Oh ya, this will be my last blog entry for the yr 2006. Juz like the guy who said i was his last customer for the yr 2006 at sch helpdesk when i was repairing my lappy. I shall post my goals for yr 2007 soon, so stay tuned!

How i missed the people. Juz reached home not long ago n alr missing.. I dread tomorrow (infact is morning alr). Wakeup to find myself no longer in touch wif tcc n the people reli saddens me. I dont know; i might cry. And i have to do this stupid trmk proj to start off early in da morning. I hate school. My proj mates r still waiting for my part to be done b4 they tat can start.
And my lappy is not with me.

Try all ur best to cheer me up okay.

2006-12-29T17:46:00.000-08:00

Went backed to sch all bcoz of my faulty lappy.
I thought i entered the wrong place. It's more like a construction site den a school.
I had alr made frens wif the helpdesk ppl. They were super friendly n helpful. Gt one guy came over n saw my blaw documents n recall those days where he had his blaw. Lol. So i waited for 2 hrs. Who knows end up had to wait till wed to get it cos something went wrong at the last step. Arghh! Sorry ar..my proj mates. Msg me if u emailed me anything.
Bev is nice..She juz sent us those photos taken long ago. She reli understood the meaning of sharing photos, not like some ppl who took n kept to themselves. How selfish..

2006-12-28T14:09:00.000-08:00

shit my lappy! %&^$*$$^#$#@ Just as i was trying to blog, The number 2 kept appearing even when i'm not typing. secondly, the wireless connection kept disconnect itself after 1 hr. oh man, hell. Gotta go reformat tm.. So i had to make a trip back to sch, Sianz!

Frankly speaking the chefs are much more friendlier compare to my prev boutique. So shocked when chef daniel told me he lived in malaysia. I was like ok, no big deal. But when i know he had to come for work n go back home in malaysia, i was so shocked. Imagine, gng thru the custom wif the traffic n somemore is everyday! lol, in town somemore. The hours travelled, the journey time alone is enuff to kill. I rather beg for money. Now i'm quite afraid of indians cos i met some who r very demanding. Giving myself 2 days break before my last day work. Sad though..met new frens n yet leaving. I thought i would be happy. We were showed how to steam milk to create foam. the temperature is betw 140-160 Fahrenheit, anything above 160 will get burnt. If i'm not leaving, i will start to learn bar by nxt week cos our place seriously lack of baristan. Wad a pity, too bad.. I hate it when some ppl kept order u around when they themselves arent clear bout the stuffs. Irritating.

Actually the right way to organise chalet is to gather enough ppl n book the chalet after collecting the money n not asking who wan to go after booking it urself. You should always seek others' opinion n suggestions first. U cant assume all ppl will go..

If everything goes as planned, i will go shop like crazy! I meant it.

2006-12-24T00:54:00.000-08:00

Few days back melvin asked y i'm not attached. Yest work liangzhu came to work n he said he had read my friendster. He asked y i dun have bf. U see..My testimonials seemed so wrong, i have weird frens. Dey gave those testimonials promoting me, saying i dun have bf n all..But dey themselves dun even have one too. Isnt it weird? Mayb i shld delete some of them. I am so sick of explaining all those issues n i dun understand y everything shld evolve around boyfrens n stuffs?!! As if i muz have one..! it's irritating. I AM enjoying every single moment of my singlehood. I dun wan the hassle of having someone in my mind when i'm making decisions. I dun want commitment. So troublesome.. tat's my opinion for now. yesh it may b great to have another person caring n showing love for you, but I am not used to sharing. I admit i'm selfish..Usually, i dun consider bout others n i tend to forget their needs till they remind me. Yesh, i am tat kind of person.

Wad makes you attractive? Single n unavailable.

Came home late, close to 1am. N reached home to found a letter that reads:'i am pleased to inform that u have been awarded the polytechnic bursary..' I was jumping literally cos usually the award is $1000.

那份量太沉重的道歉将过去挤压成明星片
不断在切割我曾依赖你的画面
我寄不出一张完整立体的笑脸
From: 爱情经纪约 (",)

2006-12-22T21:33:00.000-08:00

Met alot of people when i started a new working enviroment. Shuhua was attached here onli for 2 days. I didnt know her until she told me she was from zhenghua pri sch n i looked familar to her. Lol, my pri sch mate..I dun remember seeing her b4. She says i looked like one of her pri sch fren, which means i didnt reli change much (looks). Sad ar...Mandie pass by n came to tok to me.. Miss her n the others too~ Didnt know she knew bout my blog..hah. Sometimes it can be quite scary when u dunno who's reading ur blog.

Oh ya i forgot to mentioned, i saw Chen Hong Yu! i not sure of his chinese name characters, he's da one who acted as xiao xing in holland v. Omg!! He juz walk past tcc like nobody's business n shabbily dressed. Oh man, he's damn tall. At first i kept staring at him cos i find him familar..Den he saw me too! lol. He muz b thinking i'm a mad woman. Quite shuai ar.. Woa, work in town can get to see lotsa people, Cool!

Yest met up in sch to discuss proj wif tiff they all. Hah..We end up toking bout ella n wu zun n the drama, n youtubing. How shuai can one be..Amazing. N oh i created another avatar/photoalbum link. Guess wad pics i put in there?

2006-12-21T11:56:00.000-08:00

Todae work super slack. Y i'm always sent to boutiques wif little customers. Everytime walk past see evon so busy.. Got to know another ger from np, somemore is from business studies de. My side there alr got 2 np students, lol. Melvin told me lotsa stuffs bout his life, how he got into da wrong side of life n end up in prison, n how his gerfren left him. How sad. Frens can reli affect you. When u mix wif the wrong ones..He went thru so much things n yet he's younger than me by 1 yr... He even told me he lost his virgin when he was in sec2 n he tried b4 prostitude from thail, s'pore n malaysia. Super shocked man. Mouth opened all the way..Anyway he's from np too, will get to see him in sch.

Anyway, kinda weird cos my side there de guys like to ask lotsa personal questions like whether u r attached or not n y. Hah.. I feel like... He studying women now n he guess wad type of person i am. Quite true though..I'm an introvert. He was right. The chefs dere r different too. The big chef ar can reli turn crazy when it's near closing time, is those type of fun people. The kitchen can become a disco. Abbey, the female boss of tcc came today. Becoz our outlet is new, guess she came here to check out its operation. I tell u, her favourite food is smoked salmon salad, cos she always ordered tat one whenever she was in BC boutique, without fail. Quite surprise she actually came her to tok to me cos afterall she's the big boss n i'm not close to her.
Abbey: You last time wear specs right? (she's referring to me at BC)
Me: err...yes
Abbey: Pretty! ( and she touch my head)

lol. Yea~ i'm happy of coz. Everyone likes compliment. Pretty w/o specs n horrible wif specs. After some time, u will realise tat doesnt matters especially when u get see me everyday. Tat's good actually cos there r times when i wan to look ugly. I always wore specs when i at BC boutique. coz there isnt any handsome guys..but now is different. You will get to see lotsa eye candies around. My pleasure to work.. Not bad arr..Been receiving compliments since first day work.

Looks r so deceiving.

2006-12-16T22:03:00.000-08:00

New taiwanese boyband, 翼势力. Super attracted to their song! nice!!

I dun reli like those malay staffs there.. our sm is so uncaring. So diff from adrian. He doesnt asks if i had my lunch or staff drinks. Lucky i'm leaving. N the baristan is fierce, keep saying me. I hate him man. But Liangzhu is nice, he's da first to make drinks for me so far.. He's an nyp student in Nursing course. Stunned man..male nurse huh, cool. Mayb i shld work at night. Night shift people r better. Oreo Mint Frappe is nice.. Evon came to find me during her break.. So happy to see her! N we r so near man..PP is juz next to centrepoint only.

Someone says i look like an ABC/Eurasians today. Happy.

2006-12-15T22:01:00.000-08:00

Good news!
Good news no 1: My boutique at centrept closes at 10pm. So i onli need to work till 10 for closing! Cheers
Good news no 2: Actually the good news 1 doesnt reli matters cos i alr told my sm i'm quitting by tis mth! Double cheers. No more work.
Todae went back to BC there to take my apron n shun bian ask adrian sign my timesheet. I still tink he's da best. Yea, gt my pay from him too~

So different went i reach cp. I took a long time to search for the boutique man. There super small man. Both asm n sm r called jason. So confusing. The one who called me is the jason who went for reservist. The sm looks super scary..those fierce n ah beng type. But den later tony came n brought along a guy called eugene, saying he's our new temp sm. Jason is no longer in tcc. Wah..first day alr sm quit liao. cp boutique onli open for 2 days nia.. There alot of guys. The chefs are all young guys, some wif tattoos. It means a gd thing coz usually guys r more initiative n helpful. Dere alot of eye candies too, afterall is town area. So shuay can, i lost my ezlink again! Shit can!!!!!!! Have to pay fine again. my 2nd time losing it n tat means double fine! N i juz got my pay onli..there goes my money. Another ger named yvonne part timer. She's 22 yrs old sia and she reli toks quite alot. Maybe those by the name of evonne/yvonne likes to tok.

2006-12-14T19:25:00.000-08:00

Now you know wad to expect..

The last paper had ended. Quite tough for me.. Watch my shows ealier on. Went to take a nap but still couldnt sleep. Den suddenly asm called and say i'm supposed to work today. Wtf.. There were some miscommunication. Tink i couldnt leave a gd impression afterall. Wadever, i gonna quit by tis mth! Alr so long nv work, forgt all the stuffs. So Sianz, still have to recap.

As u can see from those pics i posted, i'm in the drama craze right now.Above pics r from the drama 花样少年少女 by ella n wu zun. The guys inside r superb man!
The pics below r from another drama called 爱情经纪约 by Alex toh, Lara n Ambrose. It's reli nice n funny! Infact, not as bad as the above mentioned, even better i tink. Ambrose is charming k..

The 3 leads. Alex, Lara and Ambrose.

2006-12-12T21:11:00.000-08:00

Something to rejoice about: my uncles came to fetch tat woman to malaysia, so she's outta of my hse! Pity her sometimes..She couldnt walk n nid to be carried, even to toilet. She did fell alot, till her arm turned blue black. But she's stubborn too, wad to do? Tat's wad will happen to u when u turn old.

Imf-the ugly truth behind the made believe 'grand' thing. Those 4 million smiles r all shit! Tell those delegates tat the volunteers arent paid till now n see how shocked they will be. How fake! To tink i have always been in a gd country wif gd govt. .I was wrong. The more i tink, the more fed up i am!

I'm left with 2 more papers. I should be studying now.. I'm taking business Law paper tm. As if i'm going to be a lawyer.. Those laws reli drives me crazy! I'm still at Contract Law 2 n i have 2 more chpts to memorise!Because our tutor is so good, i didnt bother to do his tutorial. So i'm suffering now.

I tink Luck would be of no use alr.

2006-12-09T16:04:00.000-08:00

I dunno wad i am writing todae. 50% of stuffs studied gone when i saw the paper. Did the test under my not-so-clear memory. Hopefully after release of results, Kenneth will realise his mistake of asking that woman to help him. I tink i can go act in The Ring. My dark eye rings under my eyes will help me make it to the lead role bah..the ghost. Actuaaly in TRM, there no nid to afraid of no $$ coz there's always chance for u to work. But i haven get the imf pay yet n now is alr dec. MOE is supposed to be the one paying.. It goes to show something bout the government. Wad they tink? Free labour is it.. behind the big picture, there's always dark times.
Engagement for love is nice! must watch k. Is act by Lara, alex du and ambrose.

A lot of things happen these few days. Dere's no more laughter in the hse but worried faces. My grandma became sick n she came. The doc said something bout the nerves affecting her eyes. She might become blind. Frankly, i have no feelings coz i'm not at all close to her. In fact, i detest her. Though she cldn't see properly now, she cld still nag n comment on people. I never like her n i never will. Sometimes, i tink tat's her retribution for being bad when she's young. She juzt had a laser surgery yest. Todae when i got home, mum told me her left leg cant walk n suspect it to be stroke. Den dad came home n called ambulance to sent her to hospital. First time so many people in my house. It's ok to be sick, but when u bothers people; its a different thing. Y cant she juz live in the hospital?! All i did was to close myself in my room. I didnt want to have anything to do with her. Of coz, mum kept nagging n saying y i'm so rude n bad. Cant be help, i'm born like tis. Can be bothered either. I hate grandma. She's not my mum anyway.

Lily juz called me n asked if i could work later. Of coz no.. I tink it would be easier if they juz fired me. I'm tired and i haven started my revision. Dun even tok about motivation.

I feel so dead.
So sick of everything.
You suck.

2006-12-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

lol. I just changed my blogskin again. Paiseh ah GX, the prev one too colourful n bright. the rainbow avatar is a link to my photoalbum~
Dad changed handphone wif me n i tink i like his more.
Todae Fnb tut quite okay.
I hate to tink ahead of week cos i haf a paper tis sat n i haven started on anything. TRmk is the worse module coz it's those memorise type n i haven been doing my tutorial. How am i gng to get all stuffs into my head within 3 or i tink 2 days?? But the common tests sort of helped me to get a break from work. A long break.. I'm not working until next fri. Finally, i could sleep after so long. Mom accompany me to go buy styrofoam juz now cos i couldnt find it at popular earlier. N now i have put all my earrings on it, erm..a bit bare still. Not enuff earrings to cover the whole board yet. Tat shall motivate me to buy more!

Recap: Last sat, i woke up early in da morning n said 'maggie mee' to mummy n she went to cook them for me. I told dad i was late for workshop n he fetch me to CHJIMES. I came home late n i took a cab. I dun have enuff money cos there's surcharge n i called my mom when it's 12++am. She came down wif money n paid the cabby. We went home together. Most days when i came home late from work, mom will always be the one waiting for me at lrt station.
I have a wonderful family n parents.
What more could i ask?

2006-12-03T16:20:00.000-08:00

The appetitser

Tiramisu!! my favourite.

Fine dining workshop at CHJIMES was soso. The trainer was boring. The food was okay okay n the tiramisu rockx! I didnt know it actually means 'i love you'. Some chefs there looks young , additional joy to my dinning experience. Six course to be exact. bread is always refilled. By the time u reach main course, u will vomit. The dun like the fish though, dere's tis fishy smell. N i dislike the trainer, he kept saying me n the way i hold my fork.

The dessert

The main course

Next we hang ard at raffles den cp in wait for the next dining experience at the chef's house. The chef's house is located in woodland n mind you, it's 6 room flat kind n nicely furnished with antiques n wood decor. There's keyboard, electric guitar n almost the stuffs i can never get. He took 5 hrs to cook the food n by the time we eat is alr 12++ liao.. He's young n onli 18. May his dream comes true n open up a restaurant! One of the criteria is : to enjoy cooking for others and have the dish n design in mind before u actually start. Thankx. I feel so pampered. Sometimes, its the birthday celebrations tat helps to keep us together.

Toasted hazelnut Latte (left) , Mon Cherie (right)

I seemed to have alot of fine food tis few days. We even went to tcc at pp evon's workplace to eat. It's reli gd to b customers. The drinks reli look great. I have alot of food pics in my handphone now.

There are times when people disppoint n failed us. Take heart. As time pass, it will be even clearer bout those people who will reli stay n those who will slowly fade away. Time is enuff to strengthen bonds n at the same time drift people apart.

2006-11-30T16:24:00.000-08:00

The number of times i post per week shows how busy i am. U will reli know wad's da meaning of NOT ENOUGH SLEEP. Can die man.. Yest work was funny. I realised, i dun quite fit in. Will be resting in preparation for common test, another 'break' from work. I wan to tell them asap but he's always not around. The pay is super low. Travelled all the way there n work for onli 4 hrs, not worth it. My first paper is in 9dec. So clement, i cant go.. U seemed free huh..

Todae's appreciating flim is great bcoz it's juz watching movie n tat's all. It's like gng to cinema every thur. But one flim he showed as by Royston Tan is rather digusting though. It's a real life story bout singapore gangsters n teenagers aged 15. So sad.. All problems start from a bad family.

2006-11-25T12:25:00.000-08:00

Before i start let me recall wad i did on past few days. oh gosh, wad i did on thur?
Oh! we had our presentation for lifescience n did our quiz. Because we r business students n the rest r from science courses, we were given discount by the tutor. The paper was super tough n he told us we could circle 10 mcqs which we r least confident in. As 4 the rest, can only circle 5. Lucky i pass. Lol. Quite suprised tat ment actually asked me out to Minstry Of Sound though.

Thur was weird. Usually supposed to b very slack de but suddenly gt lotsa customers came in at one time. So busy n nt enuff ppl. The scary thing is, they start to came in grp by grp after i say, "Haiz, so boring..so few customers." So people, dun anyhow say things. But yest fri, i forgt n said the same thing again. Den the customers all came at one time again. I guess i didnt learnt my lesson. And now i know the diff type of credit cards, there were many man. I helped them to cleared oleole cake, i'm so nice. This cake is nicer than the rest, to me. And yesh, i juz got my pay. Quite pathetic, nt enuff even for my 1 mth transportation fee. So sorry people, i cant treat you.

2006-11-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

Super hectic week. The test was quite a disaster for me though..Thx for those well wishers.
Bombarded wif proj n report deadlines straight after test. Rush n slp late like hell man( though my slpin time is considered early compared to someone)
Went to kbox todae to kill time b4 grooming wrkshop. We went to kbox at je de..Took a peep at da rink , was super crowded man! Lucky no skating. Todae's workshop was super interesting! We learn bout grooming n stuffs.. Makeup of coz. cant believe We actually wash n cleanse our face in sch n do makeup as a class. Cool can. I learnt alot of things.
There's work tm after such a long break, i dunno if i can remember all the stuffs. I still have a presentation b4 that. Oh man.. yr2 is super tiring. Losta of things to do n they get piled one by one as weeks past. Now i reli miss those days when i'm in yr1. I still haf losta elearning assignments waiting for me.

2006-11-20T19:15:00.000-08:00

Happi bdae to Tengz! yea, another ger turned 18. May all ur wishes come true! 18 wasn't a fanastic yr for me.
Bought a cam wif mummy on sun. I like its appearance but den the screen is small n kinda dim.
It has mp3 function too. Todae's sch is better den i expected. Always feel stressful before F&B tut but todae is okay. Light n breezy~ Though i nv do the tutorials.. Some albums added into my photosite, go check 'em out!

Mugging for tm's test. I'm scared coz the test alone takes up 20%. Wish me luck man.

2006-11-18T16:08:00.000-08:00

Happybirthdae to the korean girl!
Though i knew u for 1 /1/2 yrs n still counting, there sure r certain stuffs which i dont know about you.
Glad to know u n welcomed u into my life. 18 may seems abit old to me but it's another new beginning. You will continue to learn,understand n experience stuffs u nv felt before. The learning process- everyone goes thru it.
Casino royale is nice, typical action packed movie. Big thanks to evon n her dad.
Went to orchard yest. Now i'm so afraid to go there cos almost everyone r so nicely dressed n dolled up. I dun have the confidence even if i'm dressed in my best. I noticed how competitive it is in the accessories industry. Money is the problem for me, as always. My printer makes it worse by failing to print my doc!

Christmas is here again.
I'm not sure of who n how to spend it with.
Who knows, i might end up working on tat day. Double pay ..
I need lotsa lucks for tue test. Faster wish me..

2006-11-16T19:09:00.000-08:00

Despite 9 hrs of standing for yest work, i enjoyed myself. I begin to like my job n the people there. Adrian is nice, he cooks us maggie mee n he also called me 'jeena'. So there more than 1 hu call me by tat. He has a fatherly character n looks like a father to me. Mayb i shld change my name to jeena. Helped them cleared cakes n took home one big box of them. Cool huh.. brownies, devil's choc.. Imagine each piece costs $4.50 n i gt them all for free! Plus sandwiches too~ I love to work till closing. yest abit scary cos most customers who came r dressed in punk n rock style, dun dare to take their orders..hah. Some one thought i'm capable of carrying so many drinks n placed them all on my tray. Who knows the drinks spilled n she have to remake them again. Whose fault?

Went to zoo todae for IS module. So long since i last went. Happy coz i took lotsa pics. Yea! Spent a long time at the reptile garden cos it was raining. N we saw one of the superstars filming some videos.. The animals were cute! Kept seeing someone today.. Woot, no work till nxt thur! cheers. Considered a long break. Mayb i could stay for 4 mths. Just maybe...

Will upload photos nxt time~

2006-11-14T17:49:00.000-08:00

Yellow

Yest work was slack, reason being there were hardly any customers. When i reached there, nt 1 table was occupied. Same for the kitchen, no one order any food but drinks n cakes. Oh n did i mention bout a lady who came to order a takeaway for drinks n cakes? We showed her the drinks menu but she didnt want any. Instead she asks for a drink that is similar to Starbucks. Wth..y cant she goes to starbucks den? There r unreasonable customers n ppl i dun understand.

Had a slight fever tis morning but i'm okay after popping in some panadols. Very fast de. I didnt wan to see doctor.. I alr told myself not to fall sick but my body fails me. It started with a sore throat and that's the trend now. Almost everyone is falling sick, 1 by 1. i'm following the trend, does it means i'm trendy? Yea, so i also cancelled my work which i didnt reli wan to. Nvm, at least i spend the time doing my cma tutorials.

And our lifescience tutor decided to bring us to somewhere for sort of study trip. Guess where r we going.. Zoo! omg..i dunno wad's he is thinking man. Going to the zoo at age of 19..Nth wrong with that but i think there's other better place besides zoo. I told my mum i'm gng to zoo this thur n she did laugh her head off. Wells, i'm so young. I'm happy. Happy coz i onli worked for 2 days tis wk!! cheers

2006-11-11T23:28:00.000-08:00

A beautiful art piece in URA ctr.

random pic

My love. The goodie bags..

2006-11-11T23:11:00.000-08:00

The food trail was great. I love it man. Cause i'm not the food angel. I'm incharge of logistics.. In case u dunno wad's tat, it was a food race organised by our TRM students and we actually invited those secondary sch ppls to participate. The main purpose is to introduce them our course n encourage them to enrol into ngeeann. Den those 'food angels' are supposed to help them along the way n drop hints n stuffs. Of cos, they were sweating like hell. And yesh, the chuachukang sec ppls did turn up for the race n i saw mrs ngoh!! I act as if i dunno her. So do yasmin..Cos we never liked her. She was my home econs teacher n she reli sucks. I can still remember how she loved confiscating 5 or 10 cents from us whenever we did something wrong. Shit man. Took lotsa pics. Had some fun during our 'free time' guessing lame stuffs.

Thur was fun. Guess tat's was my best working day so far despite some blur customers. There's tis ger called samantha, i didnt see her till recently. She worked there for 2yrs plus alr. She's chinese n so we tok alot. bout lame stuffs of cos.. But her last day is on 23rd which means she's leaving real soon. Too bad man..It's not easy to find some one to chat wif at work when u r new to the place n the people there. Well, alot of ppl say i dun look my age n reli take it as a compliment. U cant always look young. I begin to haf second thoughts bout quitting. But i didnt wan to change my mind.. I must be firm. I dun wan to make commitments..

I have some many uncompleted stuffs on hand. Frankly speaking, sch allows more free time for leisure but the bad things are homework which had to be done regularly. Work however takes up most of ur time but there nth for u to do once u r at home. So called 'freed' once u left ur workplace. N now i have to handle both.. How great. So long since i last touch my skates.. But i saved quite alot when i gave them a miss.

2006-11-08T23:34:00.000-08:00

Slept for 5 hrs onli.There's work tm.
Todae had shock during cma tutorial. I realised i couldnt do any qns n neither had i been catching up on the stuffs. They were so alien.
All while i felt like as though i'm taking only 1 module-F&B. I 4gt bout other killer modules. This cant continue n i have a test on 21st. Relli had to quit soon but i dun have the courage to say so. The place is far from my hse n i do not have the luxury of ppl fetching me home. The journey always takes up 1hr.

I was even more suprised when i reached home todae n found a envelope containing a cert. It says:

To Miss Chea Sook Eng, firstly i would to thx u for tat n i guess u made the cert for everyone. U seemed free. I also received a birthday card in the envelope. I didnt knew my birthday lasts for 2 months. It's Nov now n i'm still receiving bdae wishes. How great.

2006-11-07T10:22:00.000-08:00

If u are forgotten by ur frens, it goes to show how unimportant you are to them. They cant be bothered bout you. It reli feels bad to b neglected n i do forget some of my frens too. So i would like to wish Andrea & GX Happy Belated Bdae!! Had been working n so busy tat i actually forgt all bout them. So sorry!

Yest was as usual but there's a customer who's very interested in my specs. She even asked me to take it off for a closer look. She intends to get such design for her kids. U sure get to meet weird customers in ur job. Another asked me how much is my pay. Pretty interesting huh. I dun like Adrian, he may looks friendly but he's strict. So wad if i can have fine food or drinks for free? I am thinking if i shld tell him later or much later..I wanna quit as soon as possible.

Save me, bless me~

2006-11-05T16:27:00.000-08:00

I am sorry but i feel like quitting my cca. I dun belong there & i can never fit in. I couldn't do & learn my stuffs well. I was useless & i didnt do a single thing for my part. My presence is unnecessary. It's not as if i'm participating in any competition or taking up any new skills.. The money i spend there is enough for me to buy a car i guess. I see no future in it. I wouldnt feel tis way if i had choose something i reli like. Was it a wrong choice from the start?

Gotcha! You have been duped. I wont quit. But wad i mentioned above is 50% true. I didnt regret making frens wif the ppl there though. I enjoy telling lies. But i onli lie bout myself.. As for other ppl, i cant be bothered.

Went to bp n purchase some notebooks.

Guess which design did i choose? 7 weeks is the limit. After which i will leave the hellish place n sweetly quit my job. If not for the module, i wouldnt even consider bout f&b jobs. Tm still gt work but but.... i can afford to go home 4 napping b4 starting work!

2006-11-03T20:02:00.000-08:00

The presentation was so-so, bcos we r the first grp to present in lect, u cant ask for much. The feedback was expected as always. I will improve on it..As for others stuffs, Do u tink i Care? Anyway 1 proj down n i do enjoy watching the rest busy doing when i'm alr done.i tink some will kill me 4 saying tis..remember i like evil ppl? I'm actually 1 of them. I dun believe in being nice,u will get bullied.

The job was rather stressful on 1st day. Mainly bcos i'm unfamilar wif the work env. 2nd day was okay, things start to get better n i begin to enjoy my job. F&B jobs are very demanding. You have to be attentive, gd memory n always take the initiative. Imf job is however the other way round as u wait for ppl to approach you. I nv work in F&B industry b4 n till now, it's difficult for me to carry the tray wif heavy stuffs. It's not easy to b in the service frontline n of cos i had alr met some nasty or shld i say picky customers. They reli sucks man! One of them even ask for dimsum. Hello excuse me, when do u see tcc selling dimsum??! Stupid bunch without brains. or.. i tink their brains r either hollow, or filled with coconut juice, better still, dimsum filled brains.

Almost all ppl there smoked n tat includes the chefs. Most of them r malays. 80% of them were shocked when i told them i was on attachment. 90% were stunned when they knew the attachment onli require 40hrs n i chose tis job which needs at least 4 MONTHS commitment. I felt stupid. I must b out of my mind. I'm nuts. And i am still trying hard to find the balance betw studies n work. But 1 gd thing is u get to taste every dish n drinks in the menu. I even cleared some cakes for them yest. Oreo cheesecake is nice.

American And Oreo cheesecake

2006-10-31T21:48:00.000-08:00

I AM a walking zombie now. I feel so dead. Wake up at 7 in morning n slp as late as 1 at night, everyday. Today is halloween n i actually wanted to celebrate it. Nvm, i'm alr a dead corpse. Everyday repeat the same ting- Rushing tutorials n projs stuffs. Come to tink of it, is it worth for juz a diploma? Studies alone is ok, still manageable. It Is the proj tat takes up most time n most rush. And i have a F&B presentation tm in lecture. Presenting to all students..I'm not worried bout the people but our april ng. She's damn scary n ask qns till u feel stupid. Most modules i'm taking tis sem r killer modules. Almost all except IS. CEM seems okay..Sometimes it's not the module tat's difficult but the tutors who makes it stressful. I hate her.

I had found my F&B job at Tcc. I dun know if i shld feel happy or sad. Life as a student can b so poor unless u have a part time job. Tat means lesser complaints bout nt enuff money but at the expense of failing my modules??It's about balancing work n studies now. I'm starting work on wed, which means tm. Some of my frens r alr falling ill. I will be worn out soon i guess. Till den~

Juz went to pizzahut 4 dinner. The service is super bad. The guy taking our orders was stammering all da way. Plus, our plates arent cleared when we r finished.. Reminds me of my work tm~ Will i b like tat too?

Happy bdae to Kelvin LIU.

2006-10-29T00:05:00.000-07:00

I love L!He's super cute. Death note is reli nice, cant wait for the nxt! How nice if there's life note. Den those ppl who r dead will come alive as long as u wrote down their names. Cool~ Juz cut my hair short. Some ppl are scary.

2006-10-27T21:13:00.000-07:00

Yest was so-so. IS is boring still but the peeps seemed to get interesting. Ours is an all gers grp though n that 2 nice ladies r from BS. Sixuan tends to crap more.. Saw brenna at underpass n she took a pic of us for her IS photography. Isnt it cool? I wan also.. Den we went for the food trail logistics n pack those goodie bags. By the time we reach there alr 90% of the stuffs r packed.

Todae skipped lect n went all way down to plaza Sing TCC for job interview. Den cabbed back to sch for tutorial. Happy bDae to Mrs Sue Tan! Yest was chatting with xf on msn n we came to this topic called fashion. Kinda weird cos rarely do guys tok to bout fashion n stuffs.. I'm interested in fashion of cos n i tink it's best to bring out ur style instead of following the trends. Trend does goes out of fashion but personal style does not n it will b there no matter wad u r wearing. It's not the sexy clothes that makes u sexy but is the way u dress makes u looks sexy. Most important is to wear them with confidence! Start everyday right with the right outfit n everything will goes well. If i felt i wore something wrong, i will be moody for the rest of the day.

There r ppl around me who feels inferior n worse compared to others. Dun worry, u r not alone. I used to be an introvert during my sch days n i guess onli my sec mates will know.But now i tell myself it's necessary to stay cheerful always n i had witnessed frens suffering from depression. Depression reli means cuts slashed on wrists n u need to go to the hospital n undergo some counsel. U have to depend on those medication for life. Tat is how i learn to crap. With my teacher around-evon, i master the art of crapping. Infact, she craps better den i do. Thanks ger.

For those pessimistic ppl, rule no 1- Never tells others anything bout your flaws. Dun demoralise or feel sorry for urself.Love urself for who u are n be grateful. God created u for a purpose, if not He might as well put u as an animal.
Remember praises and be proud of them. Hypotise urself that u are the best. U can even kill those ppl who makes u feel sad. Lastly, no crying.

2006-10-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

Sue Tan looks n seems better than April ng. I'm not biased. She's rather funny..try to speak even when she lost her voice. Was watching youtube videos on np blk 50 ghost during her tutorial. Lol. Not scary de..mayb because we didnt hear the sound. The other one is more scary. Had lunch at SIM. Wonderful, i love my class.

The monsoon season is here,hopefully. Rain makes u feel cooler but it does makes u feel sad too, sometimes. Tat is when u are alone. hah. Anway, i prefer cold to hot.. Reminds me of Christmas! I'm not sure of how to spend it yet n with whom. Tm still have lifescience tut. I chose tat for my IS modules. I didnt want it, i was left with no choice. Almost half of the class r from bio tech dip, shows tat something is wrong cos they alr have lifescience in their modules liao.. Tink they gonna score better. Still have to do my part for f&b report, 500 words by fri. How cool. Plus my F&B job. Where's my potion?

2006-10-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAE to Evon!! lol. But i'm still older..haiz, life is unfair.
Todae's roller blading is fun. Lucky gt theo n jeff, if not tink will fall like hell.. Seemed like they r those who bother to looks after people. The rest of guys ar..haiz, dun wan to say.. Way to ecp was like hell man. Took bus 31 twice due to some stupid reason den took cab somemore. Tink we took 3 hrs to reach there.

Ate fish todae. Erm well..no comments. So happy cos finally i know at least how to rollerblade alr! Cool~ Mayb shld joined Angela's inline skating. inline more fun den ice lo to me. Took bus home. Hmm,it's reli 1 hr lo.. crap all the way. Some ppl ar.. those who r quiet usually knows alot bout stuffs, juz tat they dun wanna say them out only. So..dun trust anyone.smile.

Sickening lo..tm still got sch, or no. By right is todae liao. Kaoz! shit man. yea~gonna sell away my bca txtbk! Means $$ coming my way! hohoho

I HATE SCH I HATE SCH I HATE SCH.
I love sch.

2006-10-23T16:55:00.000-07:00

Minyi had been doodling stuffs for our classmates..yea!

2006-10-23T16:31:00.000-07:00

Tr21!

April ng is scary. Now den i know y they r afraid of her. Saw quite a number of ppl in sch todae. Singapore reli is small. Juz upload some photos taken at the dinner..kope from brenna's blog. CEM is super boring.Hope i can pass tis module man.

2006-10-21T13:46:00.000-07:00

Taken long ago at char bdae party.

Candid. Except for char, guess wad's the rest are looking at?

So few came for yest session. One word to describe the session- LAME. Almost everyone there was lame. Justin was, and so do huan. Guess tat's the common character in presidents. Got some scratches n bruises. I feel so sorry for someone. I'm so proud of myself. Cause all while i was wearing only one contact lens. I dropped the other one while i was boarding the bus. Cool isnt it?Still can skate wif one lens, vision blurred 50%. So i was half blind all the time. Someone looks like a fish. Shuan is weird. He toks way too much..90% of them r rubbish though. It goes to show wad army can do to people. Dun tell me they train their guys to tok.. Well, i would say 70% of Isan members r bad people. Guess whose the other 30%. Dun ask me why..

Hate to check mails cos it means work n more work. Duh!Argh!Save me man. So tat's how to get a diploma huh..how great. Spent money like hell. Workshops n courses plus study guides alr costs a bomb, er many bombs!

2006-10-18T21:22:00.000-07:00

The art piece- My side view!

He's the talent one who cut it out. This is What i call artistically inclined.

We were early.

HELLO ppl! Cheery me is backed! Juz too lazy to blog.. Most ppl r 2 sided, wad they say in blog r diff from wad u hear in real person. But there are caring ppl who drops by ur blog n showed some concern and i do treasure them! Muack:p

Yest was rather fun. After lect went to vivocity for the appreciation dinner. There's losta food! cool~ But we didnt ate cos we ate some at food republic wif free coupons of cos. So happy! Free food. Got a guy who helps to cut out my side view. So artistic and he reli cuts it out in less than 3 mins! Fast lahz..Went to join the queue for the art potrait end up wif nothing cause the queue is too long n he cut it off. Bought some biscuits wiff cass at candy empire. Saw Hady n he sang well. PM Lee is cute. The rooftop garden is great minus the haze spoiler.

Mon accompany ms evon go out cause she has jap lesson later. So we went to marina sq to kill time..Teng worked there too. Er..bought some accessories n i'm happy agn! Todae skipped morning lect cos cant wake up n i'm lazy. Went for evening lect onli. First wk n wad greets you are projs to be done n work, form into grps n stuffs. Sianz!! Read cass blog. Sometimes i also wonder y i join Isan..I always felt left out.
Noisy fan in my lappy, humph!

I have uploaded some chalet photos into my album~

2006-10-15T19:03:00.000-07:00

Haha..Thx GX, i'm ok alr. Very fast de..Will b alright after a sleep. Dunno wad's wrong with me either.. But i cant be smiling always. Still, i didnt get the ans i want. You r not the thing i'm looking for afterall. I give up.

Oh wells. Cousin bought me out so now i feel much better. Went for camera hunting..mum wans to buy 1 for me but she prefer those cheap cheap ones whereas i opt for one i reli like. Nvm, i shall save for the best. Bought serveral stuffs! Oh n cousin treated us to hk dim sun food! yea~ Good food reli helps to cheer me up. Thankz man. Ice cream milk tea is nice. I love gentlemen.

Seems like not much people read my blog. If tat's the case, i wouldnt blog anymore.

2006-10-15T01:02:00.000-07:00

Chalet. Bbq marathon for 2 nights cos too much leftover. Girls rulez! I'm so PROUD of our gers!
Still, i couldnt cycle. Didnt slp well for both nights.. Peeps r fun! Some1 kept trying to capture ugly shots of me. nvm. Random stuffs bout them:
Jenn-Wonder woman who managed to cycle me, plan tis chalet n marinating food.
Joanne-Her orange slippers
Amelia-Noisy but good. At least help create lively astmosphere
Minyi-She wore red earrings, super nice!
Evon-She shld have a nose transplant asap.
Cass- Ms Korea
Teng-She's castless, finally!
Stef-UNO gamer
Charmaine-Sexy
Cailing-She does sleep talking, alot!
Tiff-Best fire starter!
Angela-inline skating, yea!
Bev-Tall sweetie with long legs
Adeline-The one who kept pinching me.
Peiwei-She nice!
Brenna-Cool black shawl (like vampire sleeping, cool!)
Hope i didnt miss out anyone.. Love TR21! u gers rawks!After checking out saw Tsingqi! Quite surprised.

I wish i will disappear. Pretend. Dun call me even when u see me on streets. Dun tok to me.
I'm feeling negative now. But i will get tis mood off me b4 sch starts which means i'm left with 1 day. I will not let it affect my studies. When i'm feeling down, it means time for me to change another hairstyle. I'm not Jean today.

2006-10-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

Yea! tm- 3days chalet. Hope everything will b fun n nth goes wrong. Woot.
Juz packed my bag n tis time, it weighs lesser than prev service camp. (i am not bringing my hair dryer)
Play-all-u-can b4 sch starts.
Haze please go away.

2006-10-07T15:22:00.000-07:00

Went to hand in something at CC. Bought something n mum paid for them. Hee.. She's nice.
Changed my blog song, is another song frm them. Super hazey. Even when i am ouside for a while, my eyes start to get watery n itchy. Hate it man! Tat y i dun like malaysia.Wad i neighbouring country. I wan to get tanned! Watched news n saw fahrenheit. Fahrenheit! DA DONG!! he super cute ok! omg.. even mum says he's very funny n belongs to those sunshine type of guys.

2006-10-05T17:32:00.000-07:00

In case anymore ppl wana ask. They are Cherry Boom 樱桃帮 - Taiwanese girl rockband. Like their style n songs cause it's cool plus they compose their own songs. They started forming tis band during their university. Song playing currently is Lovely Prince.
Cant believe it still. Todae actually went back to sch to do some admin stuffs. Ghost sch, ghost canteen. Not a poor soul in sight besides those cleaners. Super quiet. Quite surprised when i saw np coOp is open.. Wonder y they open when there's no business. Super hazy too.

I'm so busy so i created tis thing-
PhotoAlbum
Go check it out when u r free~

Oh wells.. i reli dislike cowards(~~guys)~~ who get gers phone no thru someone else. Cant dey be more direct? C'mon, it's her u r interested in afterall n why bother ppl to take the trouble for u? If u like her, u'll have to tok to her sooner or later anyway. Sometimes, I juz dun understand. Wadever, it's none of my business.

I cooked my lunch today! yea~ *Happy*
I'm really broke.

2006-10-03T13:01:00.000-07:00

Yest was kinda fun. Went to skate wif yy they all, onli cond n zhe were there. Onli yy n theo came to tok to us lo.. All Nice ppl~
Cos rink closed early. Headed to ps for night movie.. Huan went to my hse to put her skates den went ps together. Oh man, we took cab ok! huan must b nice to me ar..or else~ heheh. She muz b honoured, first person to visit my hse so far. Rob-b-hood is super nice, 5/5. Gt both super sad n funny. Tink i must b crazy. Watch movie wif peeps i'm not close wif besides huan n cond. Oh yesh cond sent us all home. I miss evon on rink though i juz saw her last sat! Oh n i want to take back wad i had said bout npal. I managed to apply for the busary after telling them. yea! It's not their fault, juz my stupid cock eye missed it. Todae wakeup like hell. Like didnt slp enough. I have to avoid outings n gatherings alr.

2006-10-01T15:57:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiii! How r u doing??
Haha..
Changed my skin again. Shows tat i'm at home n very free.
Stupid lo, missed my application for bursary n there goes my one thousand!
Hai~ shit can. Thought can apply later, who knows they take it away. Stupid npal!
But gd thing bout np is 7wks vacation. rp n sp alr starts..
Sianz didnt haf a gd slp. 2+ den managed to close my eyes n 6 ++ the sound of buses wake me up. Tat was considered early and jiaxuan kept crying, making it worse. Forced myself to slp till 12 noon.
Nevermind. Later gng out for dinner wif family. Sunday is a family day! Tink bout it n will b happier.

2006-10-01T01:17:00.000-07:00

Erm..u can ignore tis one.

She made those wordings herself!Cool~

BIG hug to charmaine!! Happy B'dae sweetie!!Muack..
Really like her present, best present received tis yr so far.. Even mom say its nice!
The touching part is she actually printed out our photos loh! woa.. Normally ppl give photoframe n tat's it liao. Anyway her party is great n food is nice too! same goes for the cake. Thx for inviting us!Erm..alot of guys there hah. Most r her church frens..

Thankz teng! She folded paper cranes for me even when her other arm is in cast. Amazing! hoho..Yea~ happy! n we were toking bout my wish which seems impossible. Ya lo..tink i'm too choosy. Even my dear fren sookeng also say tat.. infact, quite alot of ppl say that too,hah. Not that no one wants me. Way back chit-chatted wif andrea n von. Like long time nv see von liao.. Nice to see old frens once in a while. Well, andrea was quite suprised when i told her i gt my hockey skates. Hah! Do i look like i'm bound to figure skating? She bought hers for thousand plus lahz. Oh man! Super rich lo.. Cos her figure skates r made of pure leather.

Kinda amazed tis morning when i woke up. No body ache, nothing when i expect those esp after skating. Great! Tat time we went on mon n i fell, oh man how my body ached! Painful lo.. Quite suprised may actually watched taiwan dramas! Cheers.
So wad if i'm broke! Happy still.

2006-09-27T21:13:00.000-07:00

Woa..hell man. Gt flu n a very runny nose. Super suay.
Went to kbox n tried to sing wif sore throat.
Big thanks to those hu wish me. Thx alot!!
Se n hoonhin r damn funny. Off keys n kept laughing..

Hope i get well soon~

2006-09-25T19:45:00.000-07:00

Had the worst fall ever so far.. Sort of flew off but didnt reli fly. Bruised knee..Sad.
Lucky still can stand.
Super sian today.
Condrey is still as xxxx as ever.
Thz huan for the free ride!

2006-09-24T13:22:00.000-07:00

Big hur.. Candid photo of yasmin toking to me while i was eating the cake. Lol. Kinda like this photo though. I'm bored. No where to go, no money. Only some knew my birthday wishes. They are impossible n unattainable. Y is it so difficult? i dun understand..

Mum toking bout gng to hongkong next yr march. Actually wanted to go tis Oct but cousin later called the agency n check out there's gonna b a tornado or something. So have to wait till nxt yr. But i shant say much cos i cant confirm i can go. Sad..

If i login someday n find posts are all gone, i might cry.

2006-09-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

Nicee Chocolates!!Thanks thanks.

2006-09-23T22:58:00.000-07:00

Miss ong hoonhin blurred. Cos she moved..

Lol. Sookeng's fringe.

Happy tree.

Wad a coincidence! Went to Mos n got tis no.! Omg..

Just got back. Went out wif hoonhin to lot1 den bugis. Bought accessories..
After that meet sookeng at cityhall but she was very late. Den we go find her instead ..So tat's my first time gng back to cityhall n citylink after imf had ended. Really brought back memories..

Thank Girls!! The choc are nicee! If i know u guys gonna buy that, definately i will choose something cheaper!I wun buy that myself cos tink it's too ex for juz a box of choc. So happy to catch up wif old frens. Way home was super urgent, need to go toilet but i'm on train alr. So they accompanied me down station while i went out to pee n come back to station again. So nice of them lah! Where gt frens like that.. After that we took another train n continued way back home. Big hug! THankz for everything ok!

Gonna go kbox with them on wed. Cheers.

2006-09-20T22:16:00.000-07:00

Our FM slacking.

Food of course. One of my motivation for work. It always make my envy when delegates come up to their office carrying their lunch.

I tink i might be a chef someday.

Sockhoon! A very nice ger..

Protester.

I didnt know there's such a country.

2006-09-20T21:41:00.001-07:00

Y is it when i begin to like my job n the people, i had to leave? It's always like that. I hate to leave something after i am good in doing it. 21st Sept onli n i alr think of them first time i open my eyes. Shit lor.. Hell.
Jiahui frm SMU is a poor thing. She does funny things n need ppl to look after her cos she tok n act in a very diff way. But i nv bully her at all okay. I am nice.. I tink i know suntec very well. Make new frens, tink will c them ard school so not tt bad. Some SMU peeps very dao n take pics, tok among themselves onli. Generation gap?
The onli SMU guy hu keep trying to tok to me in korean lang is Songjie. He's funny n those honest honest type de. Funny thing is he onli know how to say hello in korean lang. Lol.
Learnt not to be so greedy. But i tink i 4get it real fast n repeat again. Alright. i am a singaporean afterall.
I really like Paul Wolfowitz. N i'm so contented to take pics wif him. I took two. Haven gt it from the rest yet so cant post. He's cute! But he can b very stern n firm like when he reject taking photos with us the second time. Literally rushed out when having food after hearing 'Paul, paul!' from ms jenn. Ran the hell up to level6 juz take pics with him. He flied off yest alr. That's real fast. I hate the missing feeling. Damn.
Went to kbox after that. Man, i dun reli know Esmon but he's great in singing. Stressed.

2006-09-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

The funny people!

Garlic bread

Satay stall, obvious..

Funny chefs laughing n trying to be funny when i'm taking the photo. They are moving so it's a bit blur.

Love this stall man! She's from TP hospitatily n tourism course, er..F&B i tink. The pasta are super nice! Reli..Reminds me of wei xiao pasta. Jenn went for like 3 helpings?

Food.

and more food.

Food again!!

Alright man! Super high now! Juz got back from work which i OT today till 10 plus.Happy because we were actually allowed in for the chairman reception at plenary hall after everything. OH man! There were lotsa of food la ! U named it..N best is the pasta stall, u wan wad juzt point n they will cook for u instantly, piping hot! Cool~ yea. The laksa is nice..satay okay. Hmm..too bad i cant eat the prawns. Tasted some red n white wine.Red wine is nicer.. Ginger vodka is sweet. Those guys down there juz anyhow mix drink for u, juz say wad u wan can alr.

Group phototaking are next. The rest are funny can. Den kapo some flowers home.. Brenna n peiwei came up later..so happy now! As if imf is over..Hoot. Plus i took a free cab ride home. This super sweet guy called Elvis, erm dun reli know him onli tat he's a hongkonger. He was asking who live near west area n offered to sent us home. So me n wan wen plus auntie jenn happily took his offer. Thanz man!

Another thing to b happy bout: Paul Wolfowiz saw me n smile to ME! Omg..was like super happy cos most of the time he hardly notice me at all. He's the Chief president of worldbank n he's always surrounded by his security guards n all. Stood super close to him today too. Cheers. He is cute, short plump n friendly looking. Cute!!Actually 1st half of work quite depressed cause feel that i'm like rather anti social as in i dun tok tt much compared to others esp ppl i'm dun reli know. Felt kind of left out n alone.. Sad. But den the reception cheered me up! Mayb is the red wine, it does makes u feel high. How to sleep now??

2006-09-16T19:31:00.000-07:00

Today is a better day. Used to that stupid A liao..Time pass faster in morning, morning shift is better. Get to go home early. In conclusion, among all delegates, the africans are super friendly n more approachable. They are easier to chat. I'm not saying the rest are not, juz that they are more conservative and suspicious to unknown people. But most wld return your smile.. It's their culture to greet ppl by saying "how are you?" Before i could even reply, they will walk away. So there isnt much need to ans them, juz smile can alr. To them, 'how r you' is a hi.

It's unfair. Those delegates get to eat those nice looking cakes and all. I'm White too, just that i dun have blue eyes or blonde hair.. Alright. the 4 'J' s -Jean, Joanne, Jiawei, Junhan. Lol. all on mezzanine level with the alphablet J. Super tired wif dark deep black eye rings, i meant it. U'd scared out of hell man if u see me. Working life is pretty reli lifeless. Not much time left for leisure by the time i reach home. But the best thing is no homework of course* smile*.

2006-09-15T21:01:00.000-07:00

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Shit that alvin!! He's not even my FM can. Stupid him! Fucker. Full time Asshole. Serves him right for being scolded by David Fraser! Wonderful. Like everythnig is wrong wif me, my hair, my shoes. Everyone alr gone home n we still need to do tis damn debrief which lasts 1 hr at least! Shit him!! Y am i so unlucky. F**k. Today is not a good day.
Score badly for my results, didnt wan to tok bout it here. But i pass everything..

stupid job.
Todae is friday. I tink i alr forgot how to skate.

2006-09-13T22:42:00.000-07:00

Third day. Super Slack.
Most of time seated down becos delegates complaint we walk too much n distract them.
Esp the president suite there..kept wanting to restrict the access due to impt documents n sensitive issues. Get to sit at least so is good.
Yaoyong is super nice. Treated us at New York cafe. Cost him a bomb man! Cause total of 5 people. Shall promote him here.
He's nice.
Kind of rich.
Good looking.
Friendly.
Childish.
Girls! look out for him ok!

2006-09-12T11:22:00.000-07:00

Todae is a fun day, much better. Maybe because i change shift wif my partner. Instead of working for whole day , we cut it into half which is working 6 hrs straight w/o break. It's ok standing for 6 hrs cause there are chairs and sofas. Too bad for those working on lobby. Kinda entertained becos of these 2 BIT guys. Super crappy with cold n lame stuffs. Cool! Look forward to tm! yea!! haha..

Managed to chat wif han chae young claire, the korean ger frm SMU. She came from Seoul n has been here for almost 1 yr. Asked her bout SJ but she like not very sure lol, maybe stay too long away frm hometown le. Currently her parents r wif her in Singapore, will be moving out nxt yr i guess. Then she will have to cope wif herself. Cool. Wanted to converse wif her in korean lang but i'm very shy still.

Tm is the actual day where meetings will reli start. And the CSOs will arrive. Quite afraid of them after reading the newspapers. Seems like they are the rowdy and annoying bunch. Super scared! out of 500 CSOs, 28 are banned. Cos they are known for having past characters of breaking into WB headquarters in Washinton, stealing documents and stuffs. Now, i am super interested in newspapers! for imf of cos. Seems like i know more after reading newspapers instead of getting info from my FM. He's not informative at all. Bless me again~

2006-09-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

A rough idea of how the inside looks like. Mainly offices..nothing much.

Wasnt tat bad, better than expectated. But can be a boring job at times.. Maybe because these 2 days are trial run n not all delegates had arrived yet. Basically juz walk round and round..Slacking towards the end. Cos reli not much people.. Dislike Rash! The guys are funny and entertaining. Something good. The walkie talkies are interesting.

Level4 kinda poor thing cos most complaints comes frm the people there. Complaints frm a woman tat the painting in her office is not centralised and made certain request, heard tat she even test whether the sofa are bouncy anot . The wonderful part is tat She is a SINGAPOREAN. Really shows how ugly singaporeans can be. If it's the foreigners complaining, it's understandable but hey, they are singaporeans- the host of all. How great. Sure there will be more for tomorrow.

Alright, my heels sort of detached from my shoe and i threw them away. Haiz. Everyone there are wearing the auntie uniform so it became acceptable to me cause i'm not alone. Food are provided but no vege. Weird. There's tis black guy i met in the lift on my way home. Didnt asked bout his origin, but he looks like foreigner from America or Africa. Super friendly n we started to chat. He asked if i'm back from school. I told him i'm back from work as a volunteer for imf. Man, he was so amazed! "U look like u r 12!" I'm flattered of cause, even if he didnt really mean it. Fake ya..and i told him my real age. I'm still happy though, it's nice to get compliments from others especially after a long day of work. It helps to brightens me up. He lived at 17th n i'm on 16th. But i never see him before. Anyway, it's nice meeting people esp the foreigners!

2006-09-10T05:49:00.000-07:00

Scared!

Scared!

Scared!!

Not prepared. Will u be afraid on ur first day of work?
On level 6 includes world bank president office.
I'm sure he will be demanding.

Bless~

2006-09-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

By right shld acc teng go audition end up never. Feel so bad..Cos no $$ le. Cass they all gng skate n i wan get back thumbdrive frm her..So end up in rink again.

Didnt expect to see the rest there. Ben offered to teach n tat's nice but but still dunno how to do.
Some ppl reli like to wear till bulky bulky de. hah. And tat someone say i look like ah lian . Sad.
Tian shun good lo... learn so fast and kept saying dunno how! Kaoz. Another person help me tie shoe laces again after me complaining too lose. But he tie too tight liao..Dunno how to spell his name here. lolx. 2 types of peeps, some play onli while some really teach. No comments.

Sianz man. Tis Few days chiong skate cos nxt wk totally no time to skate. Gonna work on weekends too. How great. Tired and my feet hurts. Juz notice 1 bruise on knee. Fall when avoiding that bar thingy. Alright, most came n tell us we got cheated. How great. Nevermind, i'm damn filthy rich can. Wanted to burn the shop down actually. We made a mistake. N i miss those rental skates.

2006-09-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

Erm..
Let me think of wad to say.
I gt my skates alr but but still nid some time to adapt. Cos no more toepick n kinda slippery. Muz tie super tight somemore,wth.

No face to throw liao.. Nvm. I did fall but it's ok. Those kids lah.
Still gt lot more to learn. B4 tat we went there early to try them out, didnt reli want to see the rest cos throw face mahz. Slowly they came n nt so bad as i thought. hah. I'm funny.
Shaun is nice though. The others too~ At least they r there to guide you so wun get lost. Get well soon evon!Left super early cos she gt flu. Poor thing..

Worst is nxt wk gonna start working for imf so gt 1 wk plus cannot skate. Sad isnt it?
Envy hh sia.. Sad! Will miss everything n everyone, yea! Cass blog like so depressing.

Maybe i shld start feeling sad too. Wad a trend. Alright, I AM NOT HAPPY.

Seriously. Though i got wad i wan.. I thought i wld be super happy, who knows is the extreme opposite. Wad's wrong man? Gng to figure them out.

Hopefully, the peeps at imf will help cheer me up and keep me busy.

2006-09-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

Todae went for firedrill thing which was pushed back till 7+. End up some went off cos dun wan stay too late also. Hoho. Went to jp pizzahut for dinner wif von n minyi. Lol. Looking for shoes but i cant seemed to find one i like. At most go work barefoot lo. N i didnt buy anything tis time.

After buying skates reli no money liao. I meant it. Feel so cheated can! Dun wan to say liao. Spoilt my mood for the whole day. But todae better liao.. Tot spend money supposed to be happy de. But nt in tis case. Seems like a waste of money cos skates are onli limited in the rink.

2006-09-05T12:06:00.000-07:00

Yea~ Yest's skating was a bit boring cos there isnt anybody around to entertain me( refering to ISAN peeps of cos) Poor tengz..she Sprained her hand. N she have an audition coming up.
After tat went to watch Devil wears Prada. Is nice and meaningful. Your career or loved ones? your choice.. Like their fashion man! Saw Koh Poh Tee in it. Miranda is reli like her man, the character n the way she toks. Oh how i miss her. My dear microecon tutor.. So far, only she can give me the kind of intense stress. N stress definately push u harder, achieving things which prev seemed impossible.Well, nt sure bout skating tm..cos main thing is to collect skates only.

2006-09-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

Random pic. Yea!

2006-09-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

Fish n Co.

Tell me the difference..heheh.

I'm back and fully filled. Had dinner at Fish n Co. Yummy! Best is free cos cousin treat us. Yay!! So happy now. TM gonna skate! Yippe!! NOthing gonna bring me down now!

Skate

Skate

Skate!!

2006-09-03T00:56:00.000-07:00

I tink i break my record. Change skins lotsa times n still with small fonts. Haha..my readers have perfect eyesight. Smile. Alright finally i watch the first mini drama which is the scary one n i watched wif 3 people-mum,kelvin,wendy. I cover my eyes n mum were my eyes. Kept asking her wad she saw.. Nvm cos i still saw those gruesome faces during recap at 2nd minidrama.
Erm..i wan watch Frostbite! Hu wan watch with me?

Holidays without money is terrible. But i have a happy family, tt's enough. Tm gonna rot still. Not sure whether accompany wendy go swimming..Tinking of wad to do tm. Dad will be home all day so he's gonna nag nonstop. Have to find a way to stay out. Sookeng is nice. I still tink i'm sleeping earlier during holidays.

2006-09-02T14:43:00.000-07:00

Jean lei in yellow n Andrea in orange.

Andrea and Me!!

Waiting like hell + hungry!

Me and Sooksook..

Happy. I'm a happy ger cause i had a fun day yesterday. Met up wif them go bugis walk walk. After tt go marina eat steamboat. We were so obessed with this small squarish thing called Camera. Almost took up 50% of our day man. Take neoprints at bugis den which use own camera take again, videos n stuffs. Camera reli helps to entertain one. Brought a watch n it's super cheap ok, only 3.90! lol. We were early for the dinner n so we waited at bus stop. The rest still at sentosa. Man, by the time they reach is like 8 plus liao.. Damn hungry. Ate lotsa meat, n it's sinful. Other tables is like stop cooking alr n we were the onli table cooking n eating still. Anyway, all veri full n smell of bbq. Yucks!

2006-08-31T00:08:00.000-07:00

The fonts are too small.
Tried increasing the size but it's horrible man, infact even worst.
Search for skins but all nt so nice.
Really like tis skin alot so sorry guys.
Bear wif it till i find one i like.
(",)
Found the link to dl SJ videos.
Cos i using emule, not bt.
Cheers..

2006-08-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

Topic is How Great. i tot i had lose weight from the training at Suntec cos we had amazing race. We were told not to run but we were literally running n i guess we scare some of the shoppers at level1. There's tis stupid fellow hu gave us the wrong clue n so we end up working backwards. Food was provided all while, morning tea, lunch, tea break. Now i tink i gain some..nvm. Alright the place i am designed to is considered cramp so if there's fire, i'm first to run, hu cares bout the rest man! How great. the SMU peeps quite weird but some guys r nice. The SAF guys are funny too~ poor FMs. Few more days to 11th. N that 10 days are here. Working means being deprived of lotsa things, no sleeping late, no skating, limited time wif family, no time for leisure. How great. Fulfilling life.

Part of me wan to help the peeps in most ways but another part says i'm afraid. I'm afraid of peep looking answer from me n ended up in disappointment cos i CANT help. Isnt tt sad? I'm not incharge of directing ppl n urshering but more on ensuring faclities are in working condition, everything run smoothly etc. I'm scared ok cos the first day of work is on Sept 11th. Y muz they start on tis day man. There's officers n govt from all other countries all gathered here on tis great day. Hu wouldnt target such a wonderful place? Worst is i'm there too. I dun want to die yet. Alright, i will be screw up on that day definately. Somemore gonna return there on 7th for some firedrill practice. How great. so great.

Enough about imf. Tm i will be meeting aunt ongong n we will all go back to our sec sch. Hmm..she wan watch movie after tt but i'm thinking of kboxing.. Wad do u tink ongong? I wan go kbox leh..So long since we last met.Lotsa stuffs to catch up. watched smile pasta ep7 n it's first time watch so fast cos my eyelids reli reli very very heavy alr. Scrolling instead of watching. It's considered early waking up at 10am in morning when it's not necessary. Of cos i didnt want to. Jiaxuan, that ger wake me up. Cos she's crying n crying to be carried n mum had to be away so i'm left to look after her. Babies are cute but when u feel sleepy n have to entertain them, it's hell. But i will miss her lots during that 10 days. But i must say TR21 is reli united n i'm very proud of that. Introducing whole class how to play 'let's learn english, what is tis?' Isnt that cool? soon n hopefully we cld intro SuperJunior to them too. Now is to enjoy real hard b4 11th. Mean it. Till then- Wad a wonderful life man n ppl will be envying me. How great.

When there's no one tagging my board, i reli wonder whether they hit Alt+F4 or the red cross at top right conrner when they come to my blog. Hopefully, it's not boring to read my entries.

2006-08-28T20:03:00.000-07:00

Taken during lunch..

Wakeup at 5.30am for tt damn training k! Super early..tot i would nv wakeup tt early after my sec sch days. Seems like poly sch is much better, holidays even worse. Erm..training was better than prev ones..Quite ok cos is at suntec convention. Gt walk about tour. Food all provided, tt's the gd thing. Tm still gt the amazing race..bless me. Way home tok crap wif peiwei they all. Nice of them.. Working is gonna be very tiring for me, less time wif family members n now i reli cherish my sleeping time. U will find it precious literally! Gonna slp super early tonite.

2006-08-26T12:55:00.000-07:00

Dead beat. Tis morning wake up legs still gt some cramps. haha..reli old alr. Yest went skating. It was fun and the people there were fun too. Did some lame things,nvm. Before tt went sch for the stupid briefing which had nth to do wif imf n which i wish i didnt come. The proposed LasVegas trip seems interesting but is nt possible for me cos the whole trip cost 3k to 3.5k. I dun wan rob bank. Some more they will elected ppl to go, nt every1 can go. Den went klunch wif jenn they all. The moment teng sing, i start to feel stress liao.. LOL Jenn's voice super loud ok, dun nid mike de.. Quite surprise most can sing well. Rather cheap too. Was early so we go see adeline workplace, tuition ctr n slack b4 go skate. They were jus above the rink onli. So her job includes standing thruout tt's y pay is high. Den saw 2 korean ppl. They were speaking korean language,damn fast lo. We purposely sit near them n listen. Pretend read magazines..Can onli catch certain words. Alr very happy liao..wanted to make frens wif them de but we r kinda shy. Went back sch to collect uniform. Super ugly ok! I mean it. Is those cleaner's green colour. Oh man..Shit can.

N now, i miss sch alr. Seems like after exam there's nth much to do. So aimless.

2006-08-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

SJ rox! Nth more..Da best. LOl. Cass hse which is two storey is kinda dark..Her hse quite easy to go. Like her daddy~ Keke..Sianz lo tm nid go sch juz for tt stupid briefing. Kill me.

You are so gorgeous.

2006-08-23T18:12:00.000-07:00

Great
Fantastic
Wonderful

I Finished all papers. N now I haf time to do all I want. Tmgt was diff for me, cos I’m stupid. Yest while studying alr super slack liao..Wake up super early to study n it’s like 6.30 in morning. But after 2 hrs went back slp, so its nt something proud. Wun be surprised if I scored badly cos neither did I put in effort. It’s over! Shit to all those papers! Celebration time. Notes burned.
Reli..I’m eating a lot. Actually as I’m typing this entry, I have this hershey bar in my hand. Yummy~ N before tt I juz finished my choc cake. There’s still yanyan in my room. Having dinner n ice cream later. Mum even say me. Agreed with her tat I will have trouble walking out of house door after holidays. Eat man, cheers! Yea, tell me u like fat woman. People in shanghai are weird. Tat’s wad cousin told me, she’s attached there for work b4. When someone treats u for meal, u cant finish everything in ur plate. Must leave something behind. Cos if u finished everything, u r indirectly telling the person u dun have enough. Person treating u will be unhappy. In Singapore, not finishing food means wasteful. Jiaxuan is driving me bonkers. I tell u, babies are not Cute at ALL. Cute but deadly. Everyday mum fetch sis to sch left me n her at home. When she crys like hell to be carried, it is seriously SCARY. Save me pls.. Watched Smile Pasta n I tink I like Gino more. He Qun is nice but I’m getting bored. Tm going cass house catch up on SJ stuffs! How Super! Gonna ransacked her room, wardrobe, ruin her bed.. Haha. I’m so adorable and harmless right, cass? Fun awaits! Other than tis wk n next mon tue, I’m absolutely free. Can someone ask me out?
Imf seems exciting~
Smile

2006-08-21T13:04:00.000-07:00

Tot fm paper will be damn hard hu knows its quite ok. Hopefully can pass. Dun care liao..Lucky no cash budget. Wadever. Tot i was in 02 hu noes is 03..haha. If u look n compare my photos carefully, u will realise something..That is..............I'm fat. Really man! The face is so much larger. Arghh!! i 'm eating alot n i dun care, tt's the worrying part. Fluctuating betw 39 n 40+..Sad. Way hm saw some sec sch ppl. Pissed man! Pretend didnt see me n so i Pretend along. Duh! Nt even a smile. Trust them to be my frens in the past! Shant mentioned them, makes me sick! Irritated. Hey, if u see me practicing figure in hockey skates, dun laugh ok. Left one..Cheers:)

2006-08-20T21:10:00.000-07:00

The food at CJ is okok. Went to the outlet at Holland V. Lotsa foreigners lo..drooling over some heheh. The durian pudding was super nice but as for the price.. Haiz. Always thought i could study lotsa chpts within a day. In the end onli managed 20%. So stunned when revising fmgt cos haven been doing the tuts since dunno when.. But now find it quite interesting. No time to practice le..is too late. Rely on God. Well..so fast n soon will be left wif one paper. Hurray! Receive email bout the imf n the 2days trainings come wif allowances!! Great. Wish me Confidence for tm.

2006-08-19T13:29:00.000-07:00

Random pics..haha.Isnt tt funny??

So long ago..

well, first time having paper on sat. School have alot of ppl, nt used to tt. The qns were so indirect but tink can pass. Pass is enuff, i'm nt asking much. So full now feel like vomitting. Cos hse onli left me n kelvin den go ta bao n on way home saw Minyi! Hahas. Later gonna go crystal Jade for dinner..So spoilt man! Seriously fat. Todae wakeup damn early k..6 plus leh. Clement so funni lo..missed his exam cos late by an hr. Den he chiong clinics get mc rush sch submit..lol. Say wad chinese clinic mc nt accepted den go 2nd time haha.. He told me $30 den second time $25 is like a lot liao lo..Rich sia..Juz to get mc. No choice liao..otherwise no excuse. GOod tactic man.

2006-08-18T10:19:00.000-07:00

Hey, cos i dun believe revealing all bout myself juz on tis blog so some thing i said bout myself are nt 100% true. Hahas.. So it's up to u whether to believe it n u'll know if it's a truth or not, depending on how well u know me. Had a nightmare agn. Tis time is sad. Dreamt tt mum was pregnant despite her having abortion recently.Then she asked me to ran some errands for her and was asked to return some stuffs to a shop in woodlands. Halfway, i had an heart attack n died. I knew i was dead. Den i went back to find my family. Reached out n call them but they couldnt see me, neither can they hear me. Seems like they wasnt aware of my death yet n were happily chitchatting away. The feeling was terrible n i'm awake suddenly. And found myself in tears. It was sad. Like those typical drama n cant believe i actually dreamt of it. Kaoz..wad a way to start my morning!Told mum bout it n she was saying wad bout bad omen, okay now i'm afraid. N i still have to study my ec. If nt having a paper on sat morning, i will be skating later. Duh!

2006-08-17T20:40:00.000-07:00

Went back sch to study at the underpass. Teng reached early n i was late. As u can see..it's onli a few souls.Brought along my fmgt txtbk which is quite heavy. Thought i wld study like mad, hu knows we later end up at jurong pt shoppin ctr. As usual, i didnt buy anything. Like getting bored of jp liao..mayb go there too freq le. Cut my hair short. Nice? Must say nice.

2006-08-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

Since i'm at home, there's more opportunities for me to blog more often. Studying n blogging at the same time. Well..I even had a nightmare tis morning. Dreamt tt i was one hr late for tmgt paper den was thinking whether i shld go cos alr 1 hr gone. In the end i didnt go for the paper. Haha..If u r late for ur paper n is like left wif an hr or so,wld u still turn up? lol. Hai~very scare bout failing modules.. I also wan noe my abacus results, though i fear i may scored the lowest which is 52 out of 100. Wad to do? It's mugging time n i hate it cos it reminds me of my stupidity.

2006-08-12T14:31:00.000-07:00

Been out for fireworks for two days straight. Cant reli believe it lolx. Fri is wif flor n nic they all. Well..nv nv judge ppl by its looks, esp those quite ones. They aint QUIET at all. Yest fireworks seemed nt so nice. Had a fun time wif yaoyong, ts and fren. Somehw like easier to click wif, dunno y. I'm broke, on transport n food alone is enuff. The bridge there super squeezy man! Singaporeans.. Cabbed home for both days.. Kaoz. Took last train yest cos we hang out too long at Gelare. Taking photos wherever we go n the guys were like..haha they supershy ok. But they also pei he us n help us take. Well..girls.. Later gng to lot1 wif mum after sis' swimming lesson. Go buy ink catr. Gonna eat grass for tis wk. Hai.

2006-08-11T12:31:00.000-07:00

ArgHH!! Bored to death. Run out of ppl to make fun wif. Nobody acc me go skating. so damn bored! I dun wan start so early.Sianz..Tink may take up to 3 mths to decide wad skates i wan. U noe, appearance matters. alot.

2006-08-10T12:39:00.000-07:00

Omg omg omg!! Went back sch n i gt my lappy back! Gosh, all files r reli gone, all. How great. HAve to start everything all over, like getting a new lappy. Kaoz.. ROAR~ Sad..humph. Waiting for brenna now at underpass. Ok. Good, on the brighter side, can start everything afresh.

2006-08-10T00:45:00.000-07:00

Yoz.. Tue skip tmgt tut cos b4 tat nite having slight fever. After tt go see skates..All nt nice k! online looks better. After tt go see fireworks! HiPPee! B4 tt go city hall slack n shop. Erm..i didnt buy anything. Hiakhiak.. Some pics to see. Dun laugh or smile k. Firework pics nt as nice as someone else..Cos our photographer is lousy , hahas joking. Muz thankz ur camera!! The scenary are nicee. For a moment during the fireworks, i felt so proud to b a Singaporean. So many ppl there lo..squeeze n squeeze. Den go the bridge there n sit till like 11 plus or 10 plus?Take pics till crazy n go gaga. Yea. Thinking of gng on sat again.

2006-08-07T20:50:00.000-07:00

Hurray! Abacus test is over! Kinda rush cos onli have 1hr 45 mins. But managed to finish it, hopefully can pass. yea, tm gt tmgt tut sianz lo..i still haven touch up my fare calculation stuffs yet. Went to NPSU meeting wif hh n cass n they were toking bout funding for ccas n clubs. They like very anti SDARs like tt..so funny! Didnt went for the refreshment though. Den went to lib cafe to use their computers n pass drama. Cool man! Thinking whether i shld go for tm's tut..Lazy leh..n sick too. I gt man's voice now..no adam apple though.

2006-08-05T15:48:00.000-07:00

Ytd fmgt tut celebrate bdae for jenn n zhuomiaoxia. Haha.. Happy birthdae girls! Mark's tut no need to do work de..crap wif him can liao. Poor me haf to survive without lappy. The helpdesk ppl still figuring out how to solve it n guess it will be ready onli by nxt thur. Duh!!I cant be online as freq liao.. Sad. Was early for the session. Glad tt i met nice ppl n reli appreciate them. Of cos, there r ppl hu r nt nice too. I shant care bout them. Erased. Smile. Finally, I gt money for my skates but now the qn is figure or hockey?? Any suggestions? Sore throat n i seriously dun wan to get sick at tis time when exams is juz in few wks. How unlucky. Rushing report now.

2006-08-03T15:33:00.000-07:00

Peiwei is nice ok. Printing stuffs in the rm n she's like helping us take paper n all tt. Thx! In 72-06-12 now blogging. Came here morning n practice abacus though there's no sch. Force myself to wake up.. Lappy gt prob needs formatting. which means most files r lost. I wun cry. Shld be collecting it tm. But tm gt skate session lo. Dun wan carry a heavy thing wif me. Sianz.

2006-08-02T22:31:00.000-07:00

Shit can. My lappy now gt problem nw cant even start up. Kaoz!! y i so unlucky! Juz now i on still can use den suddenly cut off n the prob starts.. I dun even noe wad's wrong man. Shit!! i reli hate it when lappy gt prob. so i'm on my way to helpdesk again tm. Abacus..i was slow. Seems like i am better in other tings instead. Tis sem sure gt lowest gpa, all tests almost pass n fail de. Sucks lo. Shld aim for next Sem liao..Sianz lo..tm need to go practice the stupid abacus. Lappy spoilt liao how to do LAM hai. Sorry mates..I will be slow.
You are so stupid, you'd trip over a cordless phone. You are so stupid that if I gave you a penny for your intelligence, I'd get change back. You are so stupid you got hit by a parked car. You are so stupid, even stupid people think You are slow! You are so stupid, If you had a brain you'd take it out and play with it. You are so stupid, when you dropped acid the car battery fell on your foot. You are so stupid, when you heard 90% of all crimes occur around the home, you went out. Taken from the forum, funny,lol.

2006-08-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

hohoho. Cool. Whole class watch smile pasta todae. Nt exactly whole class la but is consider united liao..use projector n watch. LAM reli sucks man! So damn diff to start lo. He had the word STATISTICS written practically all over his face. He's CRAZY! He sucks!!

2006-07-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

Hai..i reli dun like to wear skirts. My class alone gt Minyi hu wear shorts most of the time, haha. Yea! Tink of it, i nv see brenna, cass ,bev, pok xueping,peiwei ,cailing wear skirts b4. Lol. Interesting huh. LAM sucks! Andy sucks too! He is scary n i feel like skipping his lesson on wed. N his stupid report is so diff to start! Arhhh. Oh todae saw Andrea at underpass, woa she reli lost alot of weight lo.

2006-07-30T12:56:00.000-07:00

SAw imf news almost everywhere. Tis morning see it on newspaper bout the cooking stuffs for those lucky delegates . The kitchen in suntec is damn big sia..freezers as big as bedrooms, separate rms for ice cream making and choc crafting so cool man. Den the execu chef prepare dinner for the prev imf in Hongkong b4. So cool. N i am sure i will get to eat some of them soon, real soon. But den i tink when that events comes, i will b rather stressed out again. Saw the mv of slience-sheng qing mi ma by zaizai n the korea actress, nt sure of her name. Like very nice leh, tempted to watch but exams coming soon so i tink mayb after tt.

2006-07-29T16:19:00.000-07:00

Some small thoughts. It has no relation to me though. Well..i was thinking some ppl looked reli desperate at times n its kinda obvious. They juz simply cant survive without love. It's reli unfair to get someone to 4get someone. Wad they need is time instead. You can see the difference in them n their character. Or shld i say flirt? With tat they are super high, without they are quiet and tt's their true self i guess. TT's wad i tink. Funny?Ok. Only a few will know wad i am toking about.

Love isnt Everything.

Guess i'm quite stressed out. Toking rubbish now. omg.

2006-07-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

Went back sch personally to hand in abacus ONLI! hai~ Cos no lesson n we wanted to skate early, hu noes da rink was booked. Still, i didnt learn anything. Hai, i wanted to learn new things! Feel so stupid can. Throw face all the way but dun care liao. Sian lo..hai 2. Noticed one thing very exciting. If i were to take a bus and the bus driver happens to be a handsome young chap, i will b very happy n get high for the rest of the journey. Nope, i wun smile to myself, nt tt serious lo. Juz happy only. Sianz..I hate sch!! After the playing still muz face reality-work. ARGHH!! tm is sat ok n i'm gng to sch to rush ecd report. Cant believe it man! Isnt sat a resting day??Kaoz!!hai 3. well, one gd news or is it bad news? Erm..i actually receive a letter from np saying wad they grant me living expenses of $500. So the $$ will be transfer to my giro acc. Happy? no. Cos i apply for the sch busary which is nt onli $500 n i didnt get it so they compensate me wif this pathetic 500. Is little k.Consider the printer's ink.

2006-07-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

Proj peak period. The semi annually season. one deadline on mon. Todae went back to sch n discuss some but seems like very little is done. Reports looks easy but the thinking part tooks up lotsa time. Cass is very weird todae, u shld haf see her man. Nowadays wan to skate on fri seemed almost impossible and the opp costs are higher. Hai. Gx, i wan to see happy poems k.

2006-07-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

Phew, backed frm sch. Todae's tmgt abacus no comments. Kenneth tham like very excited when we met problems wif the abacus systems. Weird ppl but den find him okok lo, sometimes quite impatient. He helped us took class photos after the tut n our class actually wear class red tee for the photo, united. Good. Tm gng sch for ecd proj when there isnt any lessons. Sad ritez but no choice haf to rush liao cos deadline on mon. Stupid lam lo! Actually our progress is like the same lo juz the way u present it. Shit can. TT old ppl grp's idea kept clashing wif ours lo, i dun understand. Hw coincidence?? Wth. First is same seasons theme den now they change to half submerged IR which is same as us again! i dun understand!!!!shitty can. Found our grp, wif cass they all, capable of last min work. Quite happy wif it n we r sort of trained tis way. Cos it's like our grp often start much later than others but den cld sometimes still produce quality work. Amazing. One day is enuff to finish report, presentation,proj. Cool.

2006-07-25T17:46:00.000-07:00

Hohoho. Using Tengz 's lappy dell one to blog. Nt used to it cos screen veri small. Evon bside me now. Yea, our ec presentation was better than i thought. I wasnt prepared enuff but den we were the last grp to present so he like nv ask us qns cos running out of time le. At first think we gonna die cos our shopping cart gt prob, hu knows in the end it turns out quite ok. Good. Happy now. Hohoho. Thur n Fri is holiday but den thur mayb coming back to finish ecd report. Shit ecd! one dw, 2 more to go. Chiong Chiong Chiong!

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Alright, i am now excited can! When i gt home saw tis young cutie guy n muz say he looks kind of erm..attracting haha. Saw him b4 n his mum n my dad quite close. But his mum is those ah lian type de lohz.. Is dad's fren, nt mine anyway. Btw, the way he dress is kinda sexy~. Oops. i Sound so scary here. ok, 4get wadever u read above. Changed my skin! ppl who tinks its nice, dun raise ur hand.

2006-07-23T16:03:00.000-07:00

I was bored n went to read the newspapers. Saw those news about heatwave n soaring degrees in middle east n hw many ppl died frm it, blackouts, earthquakes in china etc. Suddenly, i feel so lucky to b in singapore. It's onli when i see such news den will i appreciate my own country. I haf met serveral ppl over the years after my sec sch days. Hypocrities vs Braggers. Which type of ppl do u prefer if u dun haf a choice? I dun mind both actually, at least it helps to balance out. Wad bout u? I am bored now cos there's no one at hm besides me. Mei had her swimming lessons n dad also went along to swim except me. It's afternoon now n i dun like sun. Still, i haven do my abacus yet plus ec presentation on tue. Seriously i haven prepare myself n teng did most of the work or almost all infact. i'm sorry tengz. I tink i will freak out on tt day itself if i reli dunno hw to ans those qns he asked. If tt reli happen, dun laugh infront of me. It's reli unfair to haf such proj where onli a person's lappy can b used. Of cos, the person will be the one doing the most work cos is their lappy. Wad's da pt of PROJECT den?? Stupid dennis!! btw, tm confirm gng kbox? i wan to sing but was abit half hearted. Shld i go?

2006-07-22T00:52:00.000-07:00

Todae morning gt stomache den was late so i skip fmgt tut. N so when i reach sch every1 was asking y nv come y nv come, I shld record the reason dwn n play it instead. Repeat so many times.. After tt went to library chiong for ecd test, is quite easy but i tink i will scored rather bad. When it's easy to u, either u will scored high or very low, is to the extreme. bcos of tt test, we were late for session. At first very boring but later part quite fun . Winks* I enjoyed my self today. I want to dye my hair!! Ok. There's tis prob being too fair or white. ok, i shall feed my rabbit now n get enuff moonlight.

2006-07-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

Above r pics taken 100 yrs ago at da rink. I'm still young now!
tm test! i now scare liao cos nv study. So useless. Haiz..Todae present out I n E lo n dinally it's over! yea man, no more gng to sch on thur!! Cool!!Thur is a free day, woot!Todae's presentation timonthy veri funny lo.. See him can laugh liao. Joker.

2006-07-19T19:17:00.000-07:00

Smile pasta is reli nicee!!argh!!! http://xpgg.blog.hexun.com/4651703_d.html (short short preview for ep2) Finally no more nightmares n worries for lam report. Onli 9% for plagerism, is consider low liao lo..happy. But scored 68 out of 100, is low lo..Hai~wad done is done. Cass n evon suay lo..Todae late for tut 20 mins i tink. B4 tt still tell my frens dun b late for tut, muz be early. In the end i'm da lastest lo, so ironic. n the last person late was suppose to present for tmgt qns. But den kenneth was doing abacus for the whole tut. start to worry for ecd liao..