2:05 AM
Nowadays sleepin time= 2am n wakeup time= 2pm. Seriously need to get back to NORMAL life. It's killing me n torturing..lifeless n so sick of it. Things have changed n wun b e same again therefore the more impt the need to learn how to accept the harshness of reality. It's nt i dun wan to, juz tt lying to myself makes me feels so much better. In e past, i used to haf e vision of wad i wan to be in future but e vision seemed to blurr as days passed. gettin more n more aimless n lost. Again, wad is missing??definately is nt confidence. more like e sense of uncertaintly.. Because of uncertaintly, there is fear, n with fear, e greater e disappointments. Went to c ppl's blog. Hmm.. i agreed tt it's fun to like sumone frm a distant but tt means nt expecting anything in return at the same time. I believe true happiness goes beyond tt n it involves both parties giving, sharing n taking. 'There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we being to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.'->deprived-euphoria.blogspot.com, taken frm florence's blog,lolz. really loved it n how true, quite nice go take a look ..went to eat out wif mum n two EXtra creatures..sianz. Saw koonsheng, my pri sch fren..he still e same n guess he's doin well. Accompany Mary to find her lamb, cos she lost it.(mary had a little lamb)L-A-M-E.
Yay! sch reopenin n iam so happy. abit weird though. suppose 1st wk no tutorials so time for ShOpPING!!wad do u tink?? nice idea? haf to make gd use of time u c..
