Tuesday, October 31, 2006
9:48 PM
I
AM a walking zombie now. I feel so dead. Wake up at 7 in morning n slp as late as 1 at night,
everyday. Today is halloween n i actually wanted to celebrate it. Nvm, i'm alr a dead corpse. Everyday repeat the same ting- Rushing tutorials n projs stuffs. Come to tink of it, is it worth for juz a diploma? Studies alone is ok, still manageable. It Is the proj tat takes up most time n most rush. And i have a F&B presentation tm in lecture. Presenting to all students..I'm not worried bout the people but our april ng. She's damn scary n ask qns till u feel stupid. Most modules i'm taking tis sem r killer modules. Almost all except IS. CEM seems okay..Sometimes it's not the module tat's difficult but the tutors who makes it stressful. I hate her.
I had found my F&B job at Tcc. I dun know if i shld feel happy or sad. Life as a student can b so poor unless u have a part time job. Tat means lesser complaints bout nt enuff money but at the expense of failing my modules??It's about balancing work n studies now. I'm starting work on wed, which means tm. Some of my frens r alr falling ill. I will be worn out soon i guess. Till den~
Juz went to pizzahut 4 dinner. The service is super bad. The guy taking our orders was stammering all da way. Plus, our plates arent cleared when we r finished.. Reminds me of my work tm~ Will i b like tat too?
Happy bdae to Kelvin LIU.
12:05 AM
I love L!He's super cute. Death note is reli nice, cant wait for the nxt! How nice if there's life note. Den those ppl who r dead will come alive as long as u wrote down their names. Cool~ Juz cut my hair short. Some ppl are scary.
9:13 PM
Yest was so-so. IS is boring still but the peeps seemed to get interesting. Ours is an all gers grp though n that 2 nice ladies r from BS. Sixuan tends to crap more.. Saw brenna at underpass n she took a pic of us for her IS photography. Isnt it cool? I wan also.. Den we went for the food trail logistics n pack those goodie bags. By the time we reach there alr 90% of the stuffs r packed.
Todae skipped lect n went all way down to plaza Sing TCC for job interview. Den cabbed back to sch for tutorial. Happy bDae to Mrs Sue Tan! Yest was chatting with xf on msn n we came to this topic called fashion. Kinda weird cos rarely do guys tok to bout fashion n stuffs.. I'm interested in fashion of cos n i tink it's best to bring out ur style instead of following the trends. Trend does goes out of fashion but personal style does not n it will b there no matter wad u r wearing. It's not the sexy clothes that makes u sexy but is the way u dress makes u looks sexy. Most important is to wear them with confidence! Start everyday right with the right outfit n everything will goes well. If i felt i wore something wrong, i will be moody for the rest of the day.
There r ppl around me who feels inferior n worse compared to others. Dun worry, u r not alone. I used to be an introvert during my sch days n i guess onli my sec mates will know.But now i tell myself it's necessary to stay cheerful always n i had witnessed frens suffering from depression. Depression reli means cuts slashed on wrists n u need to go to the hospital n undergo some counsel. U have to depend on those medication for life. Tat is how i learn to crap. With my teacher around-evon, i master the art of crapping. Infact, she craps better den i do. Thanks ger.
For those pessimistic ppl, rule no 1- Never tells others anything bout your flaws. Dun demoralise or feel sorry for urself.Love urself for who u are n be grateful. God created u for a purpose, if not He might as well put u as an animal.
Remember praises and be proud of them. Hypotise urself that u are the best. U can even kill those ppl who makes u feel sad. Lastly, no crying.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
8:11 PM
Sue Tan looks n seems better than April ng. I'm not biased. She's rather funny..try to speak even when she lost her voice. Was watching youtube videos on np blk 50 ghost during her tutorial. Lol. Not scary de..mayb because we didnt hear the sound. The other one is more scary. Had lunch at SIM. Wonderful, i love my class.
The monsoon season is here,hopefully. Rain makes u feel cooler but it does makes u feel sad too, sometimes. Tat is when u are alone. hah. Anway, i prefer cold to hot.. Reminds me of Christmas! I'm not sure of how to spend it yet n with whom. Tm still have lifescience tut. I chose tat for my IS modules. I didnt want it, i was left with no choice. Almost half of the class r from bio tech dip, shows tat something is wrong cos they alr have lifescience in their modules liao.. Tink they gonna score better. Still have to do my part for f&b report, 500 words by fri. How cool. Plus my F&B job.
Where's my potion?
12:50 AM
Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE to Evon!! lol. But i'm still older..haiz, life is unfair.
Todae's roller blading is fun. Lucky gt theo n jeff, if not tink will fall like hell.. Seemed like they r those who bother to looks after people. The rest of guys ar..haiz, dun wan to say.. Way to ecp was like hell man. Took bus 31 twice due to some stupid reason den took cab somemore. Tink we took 3 hrs to reach there.
Ate fish todae. Erm well..no comments. So happy cos finally i know at least how to rollerblade alr! Cool~ Mayb shld joined Angela's inline skating. inline more fun den ice lo to me. Took bus home. Hmm,it's reli 1 hr lo.. crap all the way. Some ppl ar.. those who r quiet usually knows alot bout stuffs, juz tat they dun wanna say them out only. So..dun trust anyone.smile.
Sickening lo..tm still got sch, or no. By right is todae liao. Kaoz! shit man. yea~gonna sell away my bca txtbk! Means $$ coming my way! hohoho
I HATE SCH I HATE SCH I HATE SCH.
I love sch.
4:55 PM
Minyi had been doodling stuffs for our classmates..yea!
4:31 PM
April ng is scary. Now den i know y they r afraid of her. Saw quite a number of ppl in sch todae. Singapore reli is small. Juz upload some photos taken at the dinner..kope from brenna's blog. CEM is super boring.Hope i can pass tis module man.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
1:46 PM
Taken long ago at char bdae party.
Candid. Except for char, guess wad's the rest are looking at?
So few came for yest session. One word to describe the session- LAME. Almost everyone there was lame. Justin was, and so do huan. Guess tat's the common character in presidents. Got some scratches n bruises. I feel so sorry for someone. I'm so proud of myself. Cause all while i was wearing only one contact lens. I dropped the other one while i was boarding the bus. Cool isnt it?Still can skate wif one lens, vision blurred 50%. So i was half blind all the time. Someone looks like a fish. Shuan is weird. He toks way too much..90% of them r rubbish though. It goes to show wad army can do to people. Dun tell me they train their guys to tok.. Well, i would say 70% of Isan members r bad people. Guess whose the other 30%. Dun ask me why..
Hate to check mails cos it means work n more work. Duh!Argh!Save me man. So tat's how to get a diploma huh..how great. Spent money like hell. Workshops n courses plus study guides alr costs a bomb, er many bombs!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
9:22 PM
The art piece- My side view!
He's the talent one who cut it out. This is What i call artistically inclined.
We were early.
HELLO ppl! Cheery me is backed! Juz too lazy to blog.. Most ppl r 2 sided, wad they say in blog r diff from wad u hear in real person. But there are caring ppl who drops by ur blog n showed some concern and i do treasure them! Muack:p
Yest was rather fun. After lect went to vivocity for the appreciation dinner. There's losta food! cool~ But we didnt ate cos we ate some at food republic wif free coupons of cos. So happy! Free food. Got a guy who helps to cut out my side view. So artistic and he reli cuts it out in less than 3 mins! Fast lahz..Went to join the queue for the art potrait end up wif nothing cause the queue is too long n he cut it off. Bought some biscuits wiff cass at candy empire. Saw Hady n he sang well. PM Lee is cute. The rooftop garden is great minus the haze spoiler.
Mon accompany ms evon go out cause she has jap lesson later. So we went to marina sq to kill time..Teng worked there too. Er..bought some accessories n i'm happy agn! Todae skipped morning lect cos cant wake up n i'm lazy. Went for evening lect onli. First wk n wad greets you are projs to be done n work, form into grps n stuffs. Sianz!! Read cass blog. Sometimes i also wonder y i join Isan..I always felt left out.
Noisy fan in my lappy, humph!
I have uploaded some chalet photos into my album~
7:03 PM
Haha..Thx GX, i'm ok alr. Very fast de..Will b alright after a sleep. Dunno wad's wrong with me either.. But i cant be smiling always. Still, i didnt get the ans i want. You r not the thing i'm looking for afterall. I give up.
Oh wells. Cousin bought me out so now i feel much better. Went for camera hunting..mum wans to buy 1 for me but she prefer those cheap cheap ones whereas i opt for one i reli like. Nvm, i shall save for the best. Bought serveral stuffs! Oh n cousin treated us to hk dim sun food! yea~ Good food reli helps to cheer me up. Thankz man. Ice cream milk tea is nice. I love gentlemen.
Seems like not much people read my blog. If tat's the case, i wouldnt blog anymore.
1:02 AM
Chalet. Bbq marathon for 2 nights cos too much leftover. Girls rulez! I'm so PROUD of our gers!
Still, i couldnt cycle. Didnt slp well for both nights.. Peeps r fun! Some1 kept trying to capture ugly shots of me. nvm. Random stuffs bout them:
Jenn-Wonder woman who managed to cycle me, plan tis chalet n marinating food.
Joanne-Her orange slippers
Amelia-Noisy but good. At least help create lively astmosphere
Minyi-She wore red earrings, super nice!
Evon-She shld have a nose transplant asap.
Cass- Ms Korea
Teng-She's castless, finally!
Stef-UNO gamer
Charmaine-Sexy
Cailing-She does sleep talking, alot!
Tiff-Best fire starter!
Angela-inline skating, yea!
Bev-Tall sweetie with long legs
Adeline-The one who kept pinching me.
Peiwei-She nice!
Brenna-Cool black shawl (like vampire sleeping, cool!)
Hope i didnt miss out anyone.. Love TR21! u gers rawks!After checking out saw Tsingqi! Quite surprised.
I wish i will disappear. Pretend. Dun call me even when u see me on streets. Dun tok to me. I'm feeling negative now. But i will get tis mood off me b4 sch starts which means i'm left with 1 day. I will not let it affect my studies. When i'm feeling down, it means time for me to change another hairstyle. I'm not Jean today.
9:55 PM
Yea! tm- 3days chalet. Hope everything will b fun n nth goes wrong. Woot.
Juz packed my bag n tis time, it weighs lesser than prev service camp.
(i am not bringing my hair dryer)Play-all-u-can b4 sch starts.
Haze please go away.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
3:22 PM
Went to hand in something at CC. Bought something n mum paid for them. Hee.. She's nice.
Changed my blog song, is another song frm them. Super hazey. Even when i am ouside for a while, my eyes start to get watery n itchy. Hate it man! Tat y i dun like malaysia.Wad i neighbouring country. I wan to get tanned! Watched news n saw fahrenheit. Fahrenheit! DA DONG!! he super cute ok! omg.. even mum says he's very funny n belongs to those sunshine type of guys.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
5:32 PM
In case anymore ppl wana ask. They are Cherry Boom 樱桃帮 - Taiwanese girl rockband. Like their style n songs cause it's cool plus they compose their own songs. They started forming tis band during their university. Song playing currently is Lovely Prince.
Cant believe it still. Todae actually went back to sch to do some admin stuffs. Ghost sch, ghost canteen. Not a poor soul in sight besides those cleaners. Super quiet. Quite surprised when i saw np coOp is open.. Wonder y they open when there's no business. Super hazy too.
I'm so busy so i created tis thing-
PhotoAlbumGo check it out when u r free~
Oh wells.. i reli dislike cowards(
guys) who get gers phone no thru someone else. Cant dey be more direct? C'mon, it's her u r interested in afterall n why bother ppl to take the trouble for u? If u like her, u'll have to tok to her sooner or later anyway. Sometimes, I juz dun understand. Wadever, it's none of my business.
I cooked my lunch today! yea~ *Happy*
I'm really broke.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
1:01 PM
Yest was kinda fun. Went to skate wif yy they all, onli cond n zhe were there. Onli yy n theo came to tok to us lo.. All Nice ppl~
Cos rink closed early. Headed to ps for night movie.. Huan went to my hse to put her skates den went ps together. Oh man, we took cab ok! huan must b nice to me ar..or else~ heheh. She muz b honoured, first person to visit my hse so far. Rob-b-hood is super nice, 5/5. Gt both super sad n funny. Tink i must b crazy. Watch movie wif peeps i'm not close wif besides huan n cond. Oh yesh cond sent us all home. I miss evon on rink though i juz saw her last sat! Oh n i want to take back wad i had said bout npal. I managed to apply for the busary after telling them. yea! It's not their fault, juz my stupid cock eye missed it. Todae wakeup like hell. Like didnt slp enough.
I have to avoid outings n gatherings alr.
3:57 PM
Hiiiiiii! How r u doing??
Haha..
Changed my skin again. Shows tat i'm at home n very free.
Stupid lo, missed my application for bursary n there goes my one thousand!
Hai~ shit can. Thought can apply later, who knows they take it away. Stupid npal!
But gd thing bout np is 7wks vacation. rp n sp alr starts..
Sianz didnt haf a gd slp. 2+ den managed to close my eyes n 6 ++ the sound of buses wake me up. Tat was considered early and jiaxuan kept crying, making it worse. Forced myself to slp till 12 noon.
Nevermind. Later gng out for dinner wif family. Sunday is a family day! Tink bout it n will b happier.
1:17 AM
Erm..u can ignore tis one.
She made those wordings herself!Cool~
BIG hug to charmaine!! Happy B'dae sweetie!!Muack..
Really like her present, best present received tis yr so far.. Even mom say its nice!
The touching part is she actually printed out our photos loh! woa.. Normally ppl give photoframe n tat's it liao. Anyway her party is great n food is nice too! same goes for the cake. Thx for inviting us!Erm..alot of guys there hah. Most r her church frens..
Thankz teng! She folded paper cranes for me even when her other arm is in cast. Amazing! hoho..Yea~ happy! n we were toking bout my wish which seems impossible. Ya lo..tink i'm too choosy. Even my dear fren sookeng also say tat.. infact, quite alot of ppl say that too,hah. Not that no one wants me. Way back chit-chatted wif andrea n von. Like long time nv see von liao.. Nice to see old frens once in a while. Well, andrea was quite suprised when i told her i gt my hockey skates. Hah! Do i look like i'm bound to figure skating? She bought hers for thousand plus lahz. Oh man! Super rich lo.. Cos her figure skates r made of pure leather.
Kinda amazed tis morning when i woke up. No body ache, nothing when i expect those esp after skating. Great! Tat time we went on mon n i fell, oh man how my body ached! Painful lo.. Quite suprised may actually watched taiwan dramas! Cheers.
So wad if i'm broke! Happy still.