Sunday, December 31, 2006
1:24 AM
Last day at work. Lotsa feelings, mixed one in fact. Happy becoz no more obligations to tcc, sad coz i had to leave the fun people. Earlier on; before i came to work, I dread it. Towards the closing suddenly got lotsa customers, all came at one go. Poor davan, he had to make 11 drinks at one shot, somemore we r closing soon. Igabl(nt sure of his name) gave me SINS choc as farewell gift. So touched coz i tink i gave him a blur impression. He can look fierce n i'm quite afraid of him.. Guess i was blur, not cut out for tis job. When i was young and whenever i came to restaurants wif my family, be it cafe or hawker centre, i swear i will never work as waitress when i see how they memorise n take orders. Amazing indeed. I actually worked in this F&B line myself. And so the 2 months of smooth-sailing job has ended; and i'm glad to say i didnt broke any glass at all.
I am happy and enjoyed working at tcc, be it at BC or Cp. The people r really nice n friendly. I juz realised i'm da onli ger working todae right after yani left and all were guys. Yea, n they actually wanted to sabotage me wif alcohol! Of cos they didnt.
Another happy news! Chen hong yu came to our boutique today. Guess who served him?
ME of cos! omg, i nearly fainted the moment he entered. lol, He ordered green apple twist. No comments. Becoz he is so dashing n i had a good view of him with 20cm distance, u can imagine how close i was to him (cos our boutique veri small), I dare not served him. After tat melvin told me he's alr with michelle, alr taken. 'piang!' Heart shattered into pieces.. Tat was my second time seeing him while working at tcc. So regretful bout quitting now! I guess if i were to carry on, i might might get to see him even more often, plus i can learn bar!
Have u seen any new part timers who alr start to learn bar during their 3rd day working? He didnt know wad dishes we have and how to served customers yet and he actually get to learn bar n make drinks! Envy him..Goes to show how lack of baristan we r in our boutique. He's doing well now though rather slow. Becoz our outlet is so new and someone gave us all those part timers wif onli 1 mths+ experience, there has to b some standard.
Liangzhu n melvin loves to ask personal qns. Mel guessed the type of guys i like and he got it. He guessed my weight n he got it too. I'm quite shocked. I am not saying it here~HE was singing tis romeo n juliet by cao ge/zhou wen xuan n i sang along wif him while washing the plates. It is nice n funny to sing wif people once in a while when u r working. Liang is scary. Imagine when u r filling the ice water n stuffs n suddenly someone came up to u n say "You have nice lips.." Isnt it scary? I gave him the wth look. Something muz be terribly wrong. Wad is he thinking man!?
Jason told me yvonne cried yesterday coz i'm leaving. I dont know if its true..but i knew she asked me to stay for 1 or 2 more mths.
So much happy stuffs happened todae n i appreciated my readers who read tis long *maybe boring* entry right up to the last word. Thank you. If anyone mentioned above happens to chanced upon tis entry, leave a msg; tag my board. Oh ya, this will be my last blog entry for the yr 2006. Juz like the guy who said i was his last customer for the yr 2006 at sch helpdesk when i was repairing my lappy. I shall post my goals for yr 2007 soon, so stay tuned!
How i missed the people. Juz reached home not long ago n alr missing.. I dread tomorrow (infact is morning alr). Wakeup to find myself no longer in touch wif tcc n the people reli saddens me. I dont know; i might cry. And i have to do this stupid trmk proj to start off early in da morning. I hate school. My proj mates r still waiting for my part to be done b4 they tat can start.
And my lappy is not with me.
Try all ur best to cheer me up okay.
Friday, December 29, 2006
5:46 PM
Went backed to sch all bcoz of my faulty lappy.
I thought i entered the wrong place. It's more like a construction site den a school.
I had alr made frens wif the helpdesk ppl. They were super friendly n helpful. Gt one guy came over n saw my blaw documents n recall those days where he had his blaw. Lol. So i waited for 2 hrs. Who knows end up had to wait till wed to get it cos something went wrong at the last step. Arghh! Sorry ar..my proj mates. Msg me if u emailed me anything.
Bev is nice..She juz sent us those photos taken long ago. She reli understood the meaning of sharing photos, not like some ppl who took n kept to themselves. How selfish..
Thursday, December 28, 2006
2:09 PM
shit my lappy! %&^$*$$^#$#@ Just as i was trying to blog, The number 2 kept appearing even when i'm not typing. secondly, the wireless connection kept disconnect itself after 1 hr. oh man, hell. Gotta go reformat tm.. So i had to make a trip back to sch, Sianz!
Frankly speaking the chefs are much more friendlier compare to my prev boutique. So shocked when chef daniel told me he lived in malaysia. I was like ok, no big deal. But when i know he had to come for work n go back home in malaysia, i was so shocked. Imagine, gng thru the custom wif the traffic n somemore is everyday! lol, in town somemore. The hours travelled, the journey time alone is enuff to kill. I rather beg for money. Now i'm quite afraid of indians cos i met some who r very demanding. Giving myself 2 days break before my last day work. Sad though..met new frens n yet leaving. I thought i would be happy. We were showed how to steam milk to create foam. the temperature is betw 140-160 Fahrenheit, anything above 160 will get burnt. If i'm not leaving, i will start to learn bar by nxt week cos our place seriously lack of baristan. Wad a pity, too bad.. I hate it when some ppl kept order u around when they themselves arent clear bout the stuffs. Irritating.
Actually the right way to organise chalet is to gather enough ppl n book the chalet after collecting the money n not asking who wan to go after booking it urself. You should always seek others' opinion n suggestions first. U cant assume all ppl will go..
If everything goes as planned, i will go shop like crazy! I meant it.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
12:54 AM
Few days back melvin asked y i'm not attached. Yest work liangzhu came to work n he said he had read my friendster. He asked y i dun have bf. U see..My testimonials seemed so wrong, i have weird frens. Dey gave those testimonials promoting me, saying i dun have bf n all..But dey themselves dun even have one too. Isnt it weird? Mayb i shld delete some of them. I am so sick of explaining all those issues n i dun understand y everything shld evolve around boyfrens n stuffs?!! As if i muz have one..! it's irritating. I AM enjoying every single moment of my singlehood. I dun wan the hassle of having someone in my mind when i'm making decisions. I dun want commitment. So troublesome.. tat's my opinion for now. yesh it may b great to have another person caring n showing love for you, but I am not used to sharing. I admit i'm selfish..Usually, i dun consider bout others n i tend to forget their needs till they remind me. Yesh, i am tat kind of person.
Wad makes you attractive?
Single n unavailable.Came home late, close to 1am. N reached home to found a letter that reads:'i am pleased to inform that u have been awarded the polytechnic bursary..' I was jumping literally cos usually the award is $1000.
那份量太沉重的道歉 将过去挤压成明星片
不断在切割 我曾依赖你的画面
我寄不出一张 完整立体的 笑脸
From:
爱情经纪约 (",)
Friday, December 22, 2006
9:33 PM
Met alot of people when i started a new working enviroment. Shuhua was attached here onli for 2 days. I didnt know her until she told me she was from zhenghua pri sch n i looked familar to her. Lol, my pri sch mate..I dun remember seeing her b4. She says i looked like one of her pri sch fren, which means i didnt reli change much (looks). Sad ar...Mandie pass by n came to tok to me.. Miss her n the others too~ Didnt know she knew bout my blog..hah. Sometimes it can be quite scary when u dunno who's reading ur blog.
Oh ya i forgot to mentioned, i saw Chen Hong Yu! i not sure of his chinese name characters, he's da one who acted as xiao xing in holland v. Omg!! He juz walk past tcc like nobody's business n shabbily dressed. Oh man, he's damn tall. At first i kept staring at him cos i find him familar..Den he saw me too! lol. He muz b thinking i'm a mad woman. Quite shuai ar.. Woa, work in town can get to see lotsa people, Cool!
Yest met up in sch to discuss proj wif tiff they all. Hah..We end up toking bout ella n wu zun n the drama, n youtubing. How shuai can one be..Amazing. N oh i created another avatar/photoalbum link. Guess wad pics i put in there?
Thursday, December 21, 2006
11:56 AM
Todae work super slack. Y i'm always sent to boutiques wif little customers. Everytime walk past see evon so busy.. Got to know another ger from np, somemore is from business studies de. My side there alr got 2 np students, lol. Melvin told me lotsa stuffs bout his life, how he got into da wrong side of life n end up in prison, n how his gerfren left him. How sad. Frens can reli affect you. When u mix wif the wrong ones..He went thru so much things n yet he's younger than me by 1 yr... He even told me he lost his virgin when he was in sec2 n he tried b4 prostitude from thail, s'pore n malaysia. Super shocked man. Mouth opened all the way..Anyway he's from np too, will get to see him in sch.
Anyway, kinda weird cos my side there de guys like to ask lotsa personal questions like whether u r attached or not n y. Hah.. I feel like... He studying women now n he guess wad type of person i am. Quite true though..I'm an introvert. He was right. The chefs dere r different too. The big chef ar can reli turn crazy when it's near closing time, is those type of fun people. The kitchen can become a disco. Abbey, the female boss of tcc came today. Becoz our outlet is new, guess she came here to check out its operation. I tell u, her favourite food is smoked salmon salad, cos she always ordered tat one whenever she was in BC boutique, without fail. Quite surprise she actually came her to tok to me cos afterall she's the big boss n i'm not close to her.
Abbey: You last time wear specs right? (she's referring to me at BC)
Me: err...yes
Abbey: Pretty! ( and she touch my head)
lol. Yea~ i'm happy of coz. Everyone likes compliment. Pretty w/o specs n horrible wif specs. After some time, u will realise tat doesnt matters especially when u get see me everyday. Tat's good actually cos there r times when i wan to look ugly. I always wore specs when i at BC boutique. coz there isnt any handsome guys..but now is different. You will get to see lotsa eye candies around. My pleasure to work.. Not bad arr..Been receiving compliments since first day work.
Looks r so deceiving.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
10:03 PM
New taiwanese boyband, 翼势力. Super attracted to their song! nice!!
I dun reli like those malay staffs there.. our sm is so uncaring. So diff from adrian. He doesnt asks if i had my lunch or staff drinks. Lucky i'm leaving. N the baristan is fierce, keep saying me. I hate him man. But Liangzhu is nice, he's da first to make drinks for me so far.. He's an nyp student in
Nursing course. Stunned man..male nurse huh, cool. Mayb i shld work at night. Night shift people r better. Oreo Mint Frappe is nice.. Evon came to find me during her break.. So happy to see her! N we r so near man..PP is juz next to centrepoint only.
Someone says i look like an ABC/Eurasians today. Happy.
Friday, December 15, 2006
10:01 PM
Good news!
Good news no 1: My boutique at centrept closes at 10pm. So i onli need to work till 10 for closing! Cheers
Good news no 2: Actually the good news 1 doesnt reli matters cos i alr told my sm i'm quitting by tis mth! Double cheers. No more work.
Todae went back to BC there to take my apron n shun bian ask adrian sign my timesheet. I still tink he's da best. Yea, gt my pay from him too~
So different went i reach cp. I took a long time to search for the boutique man. There super small man. Both asm n sm r called jason. So confusing. The one who called me is the jason who went for reservist. The sm looks super scary..those fierce n ah beng type. But den later tony came n brought along a guy called eugene, saying he's our new temp sm. Jason is no longer in tcc. Wah..first day alr sm quit liao. cp boutique onli open for 2 days nia.. There alot of guys. The chefs are all young guys, some wif tattoos. It means a gd thing coz usually guys r more initiative n helpful. Dere alot of eye candies too, afterall is town area. So shuay can, i lost my ezlink again! Shit can!!!!!!! Have to pay fine again. my 2nd time losing it n tat means double fine! N i juz got my pay onli..there goes my money. Another ger named yvonne part timer. She's 22 yrs old sia and she reli toks quite alot. Maybe those by the name of evonne/yvonne likes to tok.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
7:25 PM
Now you know wad to expect..
The last paper had ended. Quite tough for me.. Watch my shows ealier on. Went to take a nap but still couldnt sleep. Den suddenly asm called and say i'm supposed to work today. Wtf.. There were some miscommunication. Tink i couldnt leave a gd impression afterall. Wadever, i gonna quit by tis mth! Alr so long nv work, forgt all the stuffs. So Sianz, still have to recap.
As u can see from those pics i posted, i'm in the drama craze right now.Above pics r from the drama 花样少年少女 by ella n wu zun. The guys inside r superb man!
The pics below r from another drama called 爱情经纪约 by Alex toh, Lara n Ambrose. It's reli nice n funny! Infact, not as bad as the above mentioned, even better i tink. Ambrose is charming k..
The 3 leads. Alex, Lara and Ambrose.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
9:11 PM
Something to rejoice about: my uncles came to fetch tat woman to malaysia, so she's outta of my hse! Pity her sometimes..She couldnt walk n nid to be carried, even to toilet. She did fell alot, till her arm turned blue black. But she's stubborn too, wad to do? Tat's wad will happen to u when u turn old.
Imf-the ugly truth behind the made believe 'grand' thing. Those 4 million smiles r all shit! Tell those delegates tat the volunteers arent paid till now n see how shocked they will be. How fake! To tink i have always been in a gd country wif gd govt. .I was wrong. The more i tink, the more fed up i am!
I'm left with 2 more papers. I should be studying now.. I'm taking business Law paper tm. As if i'm going to be a lawyer.. Those laws reli drives me crazy! I'm still at Contract Law 2 n i have 2 more chpts to memorise!Because our tutor is so good, i didnt bother to do his tutorial. So i'm suffering now.
I tink Luck would be of no use alr.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
4:04 PM
I dunno wad i am writing todae. 50% of stuffs studied gone when i saw the paper. Did the test under my not-so-clear memory. Hopefully after release of results, Kenneth will realise his mistake of asking that woman to help him. I tink i can go act in The Ring. My dark eye rings under my eyes will help me make it to the lead role bah..the ghost. Actuaaly in TRM, there no nid to afraid of no $$ coz there's always chance for u to work. But i haven get the imf pay yet n now is alr dec. MOE is supposed to be the one paying.. It goes to show something bout the government. Wad they tink? Free labour is it.. behind the big picture, there's always dark times.
Engagement for love is nice! must watch k. Is act by Lara, alex du and ambrose.
A lot of things happen these few days. Dere's no more laughter in the hse but worried faces. My grandma became sick n she came. The doc said something bout the nerves affecting her eyes. She might become blind. Frankly, i have no feelings coz i'm not at all close to her. In fact, i detest her. Though she cldn't see properly now, she cld still nag n comment on people. I never like her n i never will. Sometimes, i tink tat's her retribution for being bad when she's young. She juzt had a laser surgery yest. Todae when i got home, mum told me her left leg cant walk n suspect it to be stroke. Den dad came home n called ambulance to sent her to hospital. First time so many people in my house. It's ok to be sick, but when u bothers people; its a different thing. Y cant she juz live in the hospital?! All i did was to close myself in my room. I didnt want to have anything to do with her. Of coz, mum kept nagging n saying y i'm so rude n bad. Cant be help, i'm born like tis. Can be bothered either. I hate grandma. She's not my mum anyway.
Lily juz called me n asked if i could work later. Of coz no.. I tink it would be easier if they juz fired me. I'm tired and i haven started my revision. Dun even tok about motivation.
I feel so dead.
So sick of everything.
You suck.
Monday, December 04, 2006
11:06 PM
lol. I just changed my blogskin again. Paiseh ah GX, the prev one too colourful n bright. the rainbow avatar is a link to my photoalbum~
Dad changed handphone wif me n i tink i like his more.
Todae Fnb tut quite okay.
I hate to tink ahead of week cos i haf a paper tis sat n i haven started on anything. TRmk is the worse module coz it's those memorise type n i haven been doing my tutorial. How am i gng to get all stuffs into my head within 3 or i tink 2 days?? But the common tests sort of helped me to get a break from work. A
long break.. I'm not working until next fri. Finally, i could sleep after so long. Mom accompany me to go buy styrofoam juz now cos i couldnt find it at popular earlier. N now i have put all my earrings on it, erm..a bit bare still. Not enuff earrings to cover the whole board yet. Tat shall motivate me to buy more!
Recap: Last sat, i woke up early in da morning n said 'maggie mee' to mummy n she went to cook them for me. I told dad i was late for workshop n he fetch me to CHJIMES. I came home late n i took a cab. I dun have enuff money cos there's surcharge n i called my mom when it's 12++am. She came down wif money n paid the cabby. We went home together. Most days when i came home late from work, mom will always be the one waiting for me at lrt station.
I have a wonderful family n parents.What more could i ask?
Sunday, December 03, 2006
4:20 PM
The appetitser
Tiramisu!! my favourite.
Fine dining workshop at CHJIMES was soso. The trainer was boring. The food was okay okay n the tiramisu rockx! I didnt know it actually means 'i love you'. Some chefs there looks young , additional joy to my dinning experience. Six course to be exact. bread is always refilled. By the time u reach main course, u will vomit. The dun like the fish though, dere's tis fishy smell. N i dislike the trainer, he kept saying me n the way i hold my fork.
The dessert
The main course
Next we hang ard at raffles den cp in wait for the next dining experience at the chef's house. The chef's house is located in woodland n mind you, it's 6 room flat kind n nicely furnished with antiques n wood decor. There's keyboard, electric guitar n almost the stuffs i can never get. He took 5 hrs to cook the food n by the time we eat is alr 12++ liao.. He's young n onli 18. May his dream comes true n open up a restaurant! One of the criteria is : to enjoy cooking for others and have the dish n design in mind before u actually start. Thankx. I feel so pampered. Sometimes, its the birthday celebrations tat helps to keep us together.
Toasted hazelnut Latte (left) , Mon Cherie (right)
I seemed to have alot of fine food tis few days. We even went to tcc at pp evon's workplace to eat. It's reli gd to b customers. The drinks reli look great. I have alot of food pics in my handphone now.
There are times when people disppoint n failed us. Take heart. As time pass, it will be even clearer bout those people who will reli stay n those who will slowly fade away. Time is enuff to strengthen bonds n at the same time drift people apart.