I dunno wad i am writing todae. 50% of stuffs studied gone when i saw the paper. Did the test under my not-so-clear memory. Hopefully after release of results, Kenneth will realise his mistake of asking that woman to help him. I tink i can go act in The Ring. My dark eye rings under my eyes will help me make it to the lead role bah..the ghost. Actuaaly in TRM, there no nid to afraid of no $$ coz there's always chance for u to work. But i haven get the imf pay yet n now is alr dec. MOE is supposed to be the one paying.. It goes to show something bout the government. Wad they tink? Free labour is it.. behind the big picture, there's always dark times.
Engagement for love is nice! must watch k. Is act by Lara, alex du and ambrose.

A lot of things happen these few days. Dere's no more laughter in the hse but worried faces. My grandma became sick n she came. The doc said something bout the nerves affecting her eyes. She might become blind. Frankly, i have no feelings coz i'm not at all close to her. In fact, i detest her. Though she cldn't see properly now, she cld still nag n comment on people. I never like her n i never will. Sometimes, i tink tat's her retribution for being bad when she's young. She juzt had a laser surgery yest. Todae when i got home, mum told me her left leg cant walk n suspect it to be stroke. Den dad came home n called ambulance to sent her to hospital. First time so many people in my house. It's ok to be sick, but when u bothers people; its a different thing. Y cant she juz live in the hospital?! All i did was to close myself in my room. I didnt want to have anything to do with her. Of coz, mum kept nagging n saying y i'm so rude n bad. Cant be help, i'm born like tis. Can be bothered either. I hate grandma. She's not my mum anyway.

Lily juz called me n asked if i could work later. Of coz no.. I tink it would be easier if they juz fired me. I'm tired and i haven started my revision. Dun even tok about motivation.

I feel so dead.
So sick of everything.
You suck.